He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

13. Boy With Luv💜

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

"I think my words and actions affect her a lot. In this way, I can have fun every time, confessing everything and she thinks I am just teasing her or messing with her", I said to myself laughing my heart out.

What about your feelings?

You can deceive her but you can't lie to yourself right?

How long do you think this can continue?

What if this gets more deep and at the end both of you get hurt?

My inner voice made me realize the reality. This made me lost in the thoughts, until I reached my parents' house in Busan.

"Wow, these are really delicious", mom and dad said in unison, pointing to the mandarins which were brought by me, gesturing to me to taste them.

"Daebak!", I almost screamed with the taste of the same mandarins, my eyes became wide which made my parents happy.

"Kookie, you bought them in Seoul? These are organic and very rare to find, I can say this from the taste", mom asked me out of curiosity as it's not the mandarin season and it's quite difficult to find them even in a countryside place.

"My friend gave me mom. When I told her that I was coming here she immediately offered them. The way she asked I couldn't reject, even respond too, I had to take them", I said with heart eyes and with a smile which are clearly noticed by mom.

"She? You have friends and that too a girl uhh? I think there is some progress in your personal life", mom winked at me, slightly pushing her arm towards me which made me smile more.

"Actually I met her accidentally and I think I became friends with her now. I am not sure whether she thinks of me as her friend or just as an idol", I hate one sided friendships.

"I hurt her a lot because of a misunderstanding, but she is really an amazing woman.

I met her twice coincidentally before today and she offered these delicious mandarins to me.

She is a doctor, a very hardworking woman and most importantly she is my fan and kinda pretty", I have a more broad smile on my face now and I couldn't stop talking about her to mom.

"Ohh wow, but Kookie, why does it seem like you are not going to be friends with her anymore? Whatever it's going to be, like I always say, follow your heart. Be happy today and don't worry about tomorrow", Mom might have already read me because thinking Hyejin as just a friend is hurting me a lot.

This is a total foreign feeling for me.

"Whatever the decision we take we always end up regretting it. But we should try to make a decision which makes us less regretful in the future because that made you happy at least for a while", Mom is patting my shoulder, which made my thoughts clear and I immediately shook my head and hugged her tightly.

JUNGKOOK'S POV ends.

"Drive safe, Sir", I said before he got into the car.

I am not sure which part of my sentence offended him, he glared at me and instead of getting into the car, he turned around and with long strides started approaching me.

I couldn't move from where I am, I got startled when, "don't ever call me sir, I am just a year older to you", he said with low, deep raspy voice before placing his right hand on the wall on which I am leaning against.

Jungkook is standing in front of me with his eyes, staring straight into mine, maintaining a healthy distance between us.

I am dead will be an understatement.