He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

7. I'm Fine 💜

Meanwhile in the concert

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I still can't believe what happened earlier.

How can she do this to me? I didn't think she is an army, the army would never do that to BTS.

How come she is so skillful in kissing, like she took some training.

Wait! What? Am I blushing?

I couldn't process anything, my cheeks became red with the thought of the kiss. I totally forgot about the trouble which I had in my breathing before.

I am Jung Shook now when I look at my face in the mirror, in the changing room where members are getting changed for the next part of the concert.

This is all because of that woman who kissed me earlier. She is really pretty.

Only if I was a common man and I met her coincidentally, I would have fallen for her and approached her.

She looked innocent more than pretty. That actually drew my attention and that's the main reason I didn't want to make things complicated.

And moreover, if Hyungs came to know that I went through a shit like this, they will be more hurt. 

"Jungkook-a, I am not able to see you all this time, I thought you were in the restroom but you weren't. Where were you all this time?

Even if it's only for 5 minutes, we were really worried when I couldn't find you", Jimin Hyung has a worried look on his face and placed his hand on my shoulder, looking straight into my eyes in the mirror, expecting a response from me.

"Hyung, I am sorry I went to the rest place near the stage for some fresh air. I got overwhelmed with all the emotions because of our performance, fans' screams. We are here after a long time right?" I plastered a smile on my face and sounded confident enough to convince him as I am clearly lying and hiding what actually happened.

"Yeah, you are right but please don't be nervous, you are already doing good and will rock it. Now stop being nervous.

I think you have been biting your lips to control yourself from being nervous because of which your lips are swollen, lipstick got smudged.

Get ready soon, we have to go out in a few minutes", Jimin hyung looked really worried and got convinced with whatever I said before leaving.

I couldn't say anything as I was speechless from what I heard from him.

Hyung is right, my lips are swollen. Thank god, he himself covered this for me.

I sometimes feel Jimin hyung is a genius

I tried my best to not let anyone notice the change in my expressions. I quickly composed myself, got changed and was ready to go out soon.

I shouldn't think about the kiss anymore, it's really distracting me, I should focus on the concert now.

I can do this and I will do this

I mentally encouraged myself, taking a few deep breaths, came out into the concert and started performing.

The concert went well. Members really did a great job, their energy levels are unstoppable.

I didn't think about the kiss for today but not forever.

JUNGKOOK'S POV ends.

Present:

"I think I don't deserve to be a doctor. I have wrong instincts. Maybe I am worthless to be a doctor. Maybe I am worthless to live either and maybe I-" I was cut off with a strong slap on my right cheek.