He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

38. Film Out 💜

On the day of the break up:

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

"Why didn't you answer your phone all this time? And now you have shown up here like this. Jungkook-a, what's wrong with you?" V Hyung asked me who came to him after two days without any communication and looked like I was going to die soon.

"You are throwing up continuously even though you haven't eaten anything in the last few hours. You didn't say anything ever since you were here. Please say something, Jungkook-a. Your face looks like you cried a lot", while rubbing my back as I am throwing up again for the nth time in the past few hours, darkness clouded in his chocolate eyes looking at the dried tear stains on my face.

"What are all the bites near your neck, chest and stomach area? These are looking like love bites", he has a playful smirk on his face but soon it faded. 

"He didn't say anything, Jimin-a. As of now I fed him some porridge", Jimin Hyung on the phone with V Hyung.

"Don't worry, I didn't make him cook it and I didn't cook it either, I ordered it", Hyung paused for a while and continued.

"I think it's better to give him some time to open up. My instincts say it's because of her, he is truly in love with her.

Let's observe him for now and try to ask him what exactly has happened. Let's not discuss this with Hyungs, they will definitely end up worrying more than anyone", V Hyung said to Jimin Hyung on the phone, after explaining everything that has happened to me so far.

"Taehyung-a, don't worry, he will be fine. I will visit you both soon. Don't let him go to his place, he will end up getting sick again. Let him stay with you until he feels better.

Yeah, I think the same, it's because of her and you are right, Hyungs will definitely worry more. Let's not make a fuss out of this. He will get better soon", Jimin Hyung assured his soul mate and they talked for a while and the call disconnected.

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It's been a week but I am still the same.

Now that I can't see her, I am missing her like hell.

I wanted to see her but I couldn't and I shouldn't.

I thought I could go to any extent for her but she was right when she said that our relationship may affect the entire BTS.

I can never let that happen.

If Hyungs knows about this, they will definitely make me go to her because they love me so much.

They will say that they can face anything if it's for me.

But I can't hide this whole thing from them forever.

V Hyung and Jimin Hyung are struggling a lot to bring this up with Hyungs because I should be the one who has to let them know everything.

They will definitely get hurt if they get to know everything from other members.

I should discuss everything with them today.

"On the day of the Busan concert, after our first part, while the rap line was performing, I suddenly felt someone was choking me. I was not able to breathe properly. I didn't go to medics because this is different from a regular breathing issue", I can differentiate between overwhelming and actual breathlessness.

"So I thought to take some fresh air as it might make me feel better. I went to our resting place at the back of the stage. Because of the sudden silence around me, I guess, I lost control over my breathing and I went semi conscious until I felt someone's lips on mine", a small smile creeped on my face at the memory but it ended up hurting me more now.