The eternal life is better w you Rosalie Hale x Male reader

Ep.8

⚠️TW: PTSD, violence flashbacks, panic attacks⚠️

Rosalie Pov
Half of the day went by w everyone still gossiping about Y/N, it was now lunch I met up w my family who all was sat at our table as I just sat down the cafeteria became quiet at first I was confused but it soon shut down as Y/N,Bella,Jessica,Mike,Eric and Angela walked in, every eyes in the room followed them as they walked to their table. Bella,Jessica,Angela,Eric and Mike sat down uncomfortably and that when I saw Y/N explode for the first time
"WHAT?" Y/N yelled making the words echo and making everyone eyes widen including me and my family, let me tell u, that's rare
"Stop staring at me?! Go back to what you guys were goddamn doing?!" He yelled once's more before sitting down making the room go back to what they were doing, I kept staring at him while Edward was staring at Bella but I knew it was for a different reason, as I was staring at him I could tell something was wrong, Y/N was sweating and his eyes were looking around the room quickly, Bella also knew cos she started speaking
"Is everything okay y/n/n? Is it happening?" She asked him while Y/N nodded his head yeh and quickly getting out of his seat aswell picking up his bag leaving his uneaten food on the table, he quickly left the cafeteria so I decided to follow him. I heard Y/N breathing go rapid that's when I made myself known

Y/N Pov
Everyone was still gossiping about me and it is now lunch I met up w Bella,Jessica,Eric,Mike and Angela we all started walking towards the cafeteria when Jessica decided to come closer to me
"Got your eyes on anyone Y/N?" She asked twirling her hair as she held eye contact w me
"Not really why?" I asked her well I lied to her obviously I had eyes for someone, Rosalie for the matter of fact
"Well.. maybe.. we can.. yk go on a date together" Jessica hesitated as she asked me I looked at Bella giving her 'help me' eyes I could see that she was struggling to hold her laughter in
"Well? What do u say? Shall we?" Jessica kept asking questions not letting me respond before I replied we arrived at the cafeteria, I don't think I've been this relieved by turning up to lunch. In the corner of my eye I could see that Rosalie just sat down as the cafeteria turned quiet, I knew it was cos I was there I was still the gossip of the school, as we walked to our table I could feel every single eyes following do as we got to our table and Bella, Jessica, Mike,Angela and Eric sat down I had enough
"WHAT?" I yelled making my words echo and making everyone eyes widen including Rosalie and her family. "Stop staring at me?! Go back to what you guys were goddamn doing?!" I yelled once  before sitting down and also making the crowd go back to what they were doing and since I was sat down next to Jessica I decided to reply to her question
"To answer your question, yk bout the date.. I'm sorry.. I don't have feelings for you.. I rather be friends..is that okay?" I said carefully scared that I would hurt her feelings
⚠️TW PTSD Starts now⚠️
"I understand" she replied w a small smile which I gave one back but all the sudden I felt a panic attack or a PTSD episode starting, I felt myself start sweating, my vision was starting to fade, I was holding my tears in, I knew I needed to get out of here and fast. I could tell Bella knew
"Is everything okay y/n/n? Is it happening?" She asked me while i nodded my head yeh and quickly got out of my seat aswell picking up my bag and leaving my uneaten food on the table, I quickly left the cafeteria before anything worse happened, I heard footsteps behind me so I ran out of the school and ran to Bellas old rusty hand me down truck I slid down the truck, leaning my back and head on the truck, my breathing goes rapid, my tears finally rushes down my cheek, and that was when someone who was following made their self known
"What do you want?" I said trying not to be harsh
"To see if you're okay, you left in quite a rush" a familiar voice said as I looked up and saw Rosalie through my blurry eyes
"You don't have to care yk" I told her hoping she'd go away but that just made her move towards me and sit on the ground w me. But that caused a flashback to happen
Flashback
7 years old- Florida
"Y/N M/N L/N where the fuck are you" my dad yelled as I hid under my bed he was drunk once again he wanted to beat someone up, that someone was me. "Istg Y/N if your hiding the beating will be much worse" he yelled even more as he walked in to my bedroom, i quieten my breathing hoping he wouldn't hear, once he gotten closer to my bed I "quietly" moved back, but that made noise and practically gave away my hiding place to my dad, who yanked me out of under my bed and punched me right in the middle of my floor
"Please stop dad" I begged him trying to move even though he had a tight grip
"Please your hurting me dad" I said sobbing my heart out, screaming and begging for the pain to stop
"Stfu Y/N, no one can hear you screaming for help. No one cares about you. I wish you were never born" he angrily said as he was beating me up I felt my vision fade away and I woke up the next day in pain, black and blue bruises, I carefully get up and I quietly limp to bellas house w out my parents hearing once I got to Bella house I banged on the door, Rene opens the door then gasped, is it that bad??
"Hey Rene.. they done it again.. can I come in I don't feel safe" I said as my voice started to break she moves to the side to let me in
⚠️TW PTSD over⚠️
"Hey, Y/N ur okay I promise" I heard Rosalie saying as I'm sobbing in my arms, she wraps her arms around me and held me while I sobbed and sobbed, I couldn't get them images out of my head, I heard running footsteps towards me and Rosalie
"There you are" another familiar voice said I knew it was Bella, I felt Rosalie arms pull away
"Please don't go Rosalie.." I asked w a croaky voice from all of the sobbing I looked up at Bella
"Could you tell a teacher that I won't be in for the rest of the day.. I just had a bad flashback of my past" I told her and she automatically knew, that what I like about Bella she didn't push for me to tell her
"I could take him back to yours. Well if you guys don't mind?" Rosalie said as she looked at me and Bella who nodded her head
"I don't mind but it's up to Y/N it depends if he is up for it" Bella told Rosalie who looked at me
"I don't mind I just wanna get in bed, thanks Rosalie, you didn't have too" I said I just wanted to leave so either way I didn't mind
"Ok good I'll tell the teachers the reason why you left" Bella said as she started walking back to school I decided to get out of Rosalie arms, get up and I pulled out my arm so Rosalie could reach my hand so I could help her up