Ep.14

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Edwards Pov
I went to biology which I had w Bella, I sat down at my desk as I did Mike and Bella walked in, she walked pass the fan which blew her hair about and her smell went towards me, I  abruptly stiffens. I then grab onto the edge of the table, crumbling it slightly. Which no one notices thank god. She goes to sit next to me as there was no other empty space I could tell when she was walking up to me she was taken back as I slowly looked up at her w my eyes looking coal black

Which was w repulsion and fury. If looks that I was giving her could kill she would definitely be dead. Mr Molina started talking but I wasn't listening, Bella gave me a glances i avert my face while I was holding my hand over my nose

Once the bell rang I stormed out and straight towards the administration office which Bella turned up too

"There must be something open sixth period. Physics? Biochem?" I asked the administrator

"No, every class is full. I'm afraid you'll have to stay in biology. I'm so sorry." She told me as I sighed then replied back to her I knew Bella was there since I could sense her, so I hurried

"I'll just... endure it."

I left the office and went straight to the car park, I stood by my car waiting for my siblings as soon as they turned up I got straight in my car as well as my siblings and drove off

Y/N Pov
It was the end of the day and I was near the school entrance talking w Jessica when I saw Edward standing next to his car waiting which I knew he was waiting on his siblings I placed my focus on Jessica again and it was just in time to hear her ask me a question , its gonna be awkward tho, Rosalie just walked by

"So.. can we hang out again?" Jessica asked me as I looked up to see a jealous look on Rosalie face.. hmm.. I wonder why I mean it ain't like she has a crush on me right?

"Well I can't do it tonight but we can hang out tomorrow, how does that sound?" I asked her after responding to her question which she nodded her head

"Right I better wait by the truck" I said chuckling a little leaving Jessica behind and walking up towards Bella truck only waiting for 5 minutes before seeing an upset Bells

"Yo.. what's up?" I asked as Bella unlocked the truck and both of us getting in

"Do I stink?" She asked unexpectedly I looked at her confusedly

"What?" I asked confused while looking straight at her as she looked upset

"Just answer the question Y/N"

"No, you don't, now seriously what is going on Bella?"

"It's Edward.."
As soon as Bella told me what Edward did I saw red and since the Cullen were gone I couldn't do anything so I got in the truck as well as Bella

Once we got back I stormed upstairs to my room, chucked my school stuff on to the floor, I didn't get why this affected me so much since it didn't happen to me, but Bella is like my little sister, I'm protective of her

I couldn't calm down so I got my phone and called the first person on my mind
"Hey, ik this is short notice but are you able to hang out?"

An hour after I called this person, there was a knock on the swans front door, so I walked towards the door and answered

"Thank you, once again I'm sorry it is short notice"

"It's okay Y/N/N, I'm just glad I didn't have anything planned ahah, but you sounded mad what happened?"

"Baso Edward made Bella think she stank then kept giving her glares and all that, anyways I've calmed down and I don't wanna think bout it, so what do you wanna do Jess?"

"Well I see there is a guitar in the corner of your room, I was wondering if u could sing a song or two?" Jessica asked as I sighed then nodded

"Sure what do you want me to sing?"

"You choose" She asked as I nodded while going to my guitar, picking it up and tuning it, I can honestly say this actually gives my deja vu

"I just finished the song that I'm gonna sing, no one has heard it yet, so you'll be the first to hear it Jess" I told her as I saw a shocked expression but also an excited one since she is gonna be the first to hear my song

I wonder if I'm being real
Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel?
I wonder, wouldn't it be nice
To live inside a world that isn't black and white?
I wonder what it's like to be my friends
Hope that they don't think I'll forget about them
I wonder
I wonder

Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah
I wonder what it's like

I wonder what it's like to be loved by
I wonder why I'm so afraid
Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint
I wonder, when I cry into my hands
I'm conditioned to feel like it makes me less of a man

And I wonder if someday you'll be by my side
And tell me that the world will end up alright
I wonder
I wonder
Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah

I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah

I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by
Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you

As I was singing this song I could feel my tears streaming down my face, wondering why my parents didn't love me or in that fact love me enough to not abuse me, I just wanted parents that loved me but I knew that was never gonna happen

By the time I finished singing Jessica had tears streaming down her face also and Bella joined us in my bedroom

"That was beautiful" Jessica said as I placed my guitar back in the corner and Bella got up to hug me

"It's gonna be okay big brother, you got me and my family, we'll love you much better than your okay" she said in my ear as she hugged me and I hugged her back as well as I went and bent my head down placing it in the crook off Bella neck for a couple of seconds before pulling away from the hug

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