The eternal life is better w you Rosalie Hale x Male reader

Ep.5

Y/N Pov
"Hello? Is that offer still on the table about me coming over?" I asked the person over the phone

"Of course it is my boy" My mother, Hayley said down the phone

"Can I also bring Rosalie?" I asked once more to double check if it okay

"Yeh you can, I'll get a room ready for you and Rosalie" she tells me before she asked me a question. "When are you planning on coming?"

"Well I was thinking of setting off tomorrow by car so it'll take me a day to get to New Orleans, so it'll give you time to get stuff ready" I told her

"Ah okay, that's fine, I will let your father and sister know that your coming down" she told me, after us two spoke on the phone I said my goodbyes and hung up

I collected mine and Rosalie's bags, picked up Rosalie's car keys and went to the garage, I then walked to Rosalie's car, placed our bags on the floor, unlocked her car and opened her car trunk so I could put our luggage in it

After I did, I shut the trunk, locked the car, went back in the house, back to mine and Roses room, placed her car keys down and then laid down back in bed

An hour later I started to walk downstairs where I saw Angela and Edward kissing, so I started to fake cough to break them apart

"What do you want Y/N?" Edward says annoyed

"You can't be annoyed at me Edward, if you wanna make out with out being caught go to your room" I tell him as I roll my eyes

"Anyways just thought to tell you that me and Rose are going to see my real family tomorrow, we are leaving tomorrow and arriving the next day" I tell him which he nodded too, I then walk to the fridge to get a bottle of water

I then walk to the music room that Esme built the second day I moved into the Cullens

It had been awhile since I had written songs I guess I felt myself, well except me turning into a vampire, it wasn't my fault to be fair

I sat at my desk and all I had to do was wait for ideas to form

It's now be 3 hours since I've been here and sat down to write a song, all the pain and sweat I finally had a song that I could write down

I wrote a song about my "parents" from Arizona, about my kidnappers I called parents
(Let You Down By NF)

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?

Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down