The eternal life is better w you Rosalie Hale x Male reader

Ep.28

Previously
How am I gonna tell the woman I loved that I tried committing suicide and just the day before prom aswell

⚠️TW talks of miscarriage and suicide ⚠️
Currently
We started walking towards our bedroom whilst I was deep in thoughts

"Here we are babe" Rosalie said stopping in front of a door and opening it, walking in while I stayed outside. I was overwhelmed in a way, I didn't know how to cope. "You coming in?"

I broke out of my thoughts and walked into the room and as I walked in, I looked round, in one corner there my guitar which I went to pick up

"I don't deserve this" I mumbled, I knew Rosalie could hear me so I turned around to face her

"Is everything okay" she asked me as I shook my head and slid down the wall

It was silent and that how I liked it but Edward was right, I had to tell her

⚠️TW talks of miscarriage and suicide starts now⚠️

"I gotta tell you something" I told her as I looked up at her waiting for confirmation to carry on which she gave

"I uhm.. earlier, tried to commit... well you know" I sighed trying spit my words out but I knew she understood, her smile was fading. "Suicide"

"Please no, please Y/N, Please tell me your lying" Rosalie said quickly with the sound of hurt and betrayal in her voice

"If Edward didn't get to me when he did I would've done it and I know that sounds selfish but I have felt this pain since I could remember I felt the abuse from the kidnappers I called parents, when I found out my ex was pregnant with my child I found my happiness then when she had a miscarriage, I was crushed

She then blamed me for it, for my child's death, her dad beat me up for it, my dad beat me up cos he had another reason too, this wasn't the first time I tried to commit suicide. Look just because I smile it doesn't mean I'm happy, i tend to keep to myself so others don't know darkness I have inside of me, I pretend that I'm okay but the truth is I lost whatever fight I had left in me, so for now I'll try something different and pretend to enjoy my own company, even if you and your family are around" I told her which she listened to every single word and by the time I finished talking she walked up to me and hugged me like it was the last time

"I love you babe no matter what" she said not realising she said the 3 letter words for the first time since we got together

"You love me?" I asked making her slightly confused before gasping in realising what she said then nodding. "I love you too love"
⚠️TW talks of miscarriage and suicide ends now ⚠️
Next day
Rosalie's POV
Today is Prom and of course I'm going with my boy, Y/N who has yet got to see his suit, right now Y/N, My family and I all gone hunting

"What a cheater Eddie" Emmett says as Jasper and Y/N chuckles, I'm so glad my boy is getting along with everyone

Once we fed we all ran back to the house so we could get changed

"So who are you going with Edward, since Bella rejected your invitation" Y/N asked basically rubbing in that Bella doesn't like Edward

"I took your advice and asked Angela to go with me, it turns out Bella is going with Eric" he told everybody I looked at Y/N and I could see he was going into an overprotective brother mode

Once we got inside the house everyone apart from Carlisle and Esme all got ready for prom

Once we all got ready, we got our pictures done, Edward went and got Angela as Y/N,Alice,Jasper,Emmett,Claudia and I went to prom

Once we arrived at the place where the prom was held I felt Y/N stiffen, he could smell the blood of the students in our school, I knew he was struggling but I also knew he wouldn't want to ruin this so he carried on

We then arrived inside the place where the prom was being held, that's when Bella and Jessica started running towards Y/N

"Where have you been, I've missed you" Jessica ranted as she went to hug him

"I have been ill" he said emotionless making Jessica nod her head and not question him anymore

"Let's dance bubs? I asked him which he gratefully nodded

"What happened to him, he looks different than when I met him" Jessica said to Bella who just shrugged

We ended up dancing and having fun