blue valentine

What you're about to read is a collection of prose and poetries I have written that seems I've spent a hundred years of being blue. A myriad of recollected memories I wanted and wouldn't. This is where I pour down all of my musings to all what if's I've earned throughout the years: 

 What if I didn't look back? 

What if I say everything inside of my head? 

What if I never met you? 

What if I already let you go? 

 These questions keep me awake for countless nights, creating visions of fantasies drowning me for the sake of believing in them. Spending every night scribbling down words I have made in my melancholic hours, hazed by a deeper shade of blue with golden little streaks.This is for the love I have found in between clouds of smoke, behind bathroom doors, and every waking at midnight hour. 

Blue Valentine.