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Kreacher had been looking down lately, summer had dawned and it was time to say goodbye to Noelle. Regulus, who was distraught, had bloomed love for the french girl.

"Noelle. Write to me please, I can't bear being apart from you so long" he hugged her tightly

"I aswell, Regulus. I have loved every minute with you" she smiled

They became inseparable.

"But Elle, I fear I cannot be with you" he held her face with sorrow filling both their eyes

"What? Reg, I thought—" he cut her off by a kiss

"I love you, Elle. But we can't be together, there is too much inbetween us. I'll only bring you into darkness and kill your innocent soul." He whispers

Tears filled her eyes as he carried on.

"You can't do this, Regulus. I love you" her voice choked back tears of pain

"If you love me, let me go." His voice wobbled

"You can't do this alone. You need me, Regulus" she said

He was right, Regulus' love was too full of her to break away, he lived and breathed her.

"Regulus, please don't do this. I know everything about you. You can't cut me off." she whispered

His hands held her face. Him a deatheater couldn't put her at risk.

Until the Beauxbatons had to go, she broke away and with one last glimpse at what was like a summer romance, had ended.

Regulus ran in despair and his in one of the darkened corridors. Until Pandora  (Luna Lovegood's mum) came along and hugged him gently

"She'll be back, Regulus. Give love some time" she smiled as he cried into her

"I love her Pandora, why can't I just be happy"
His voice was ragged and raw

"You will be." She hushed

"Pandora, I can't. My mother on one side, Voldemort on the other waiting for me. I can't do it." He says

"You can, Regulus. Believe, love will kill all hate" she says

He stopped and dried his tears. What a sad, sad life Regulus and Sirius live in.

After that, Regulus, was once again, empty. Avella could see a change, when she came to the Black house.

"Regulus. I know you're heartbroken, but please, when this is over you'll be with her" Avella reassured

"You can't talk." He dismissed her

"Regulus, you know what good for you. You don't have to go into the same trap I have been caught in" she put a hand on his shoulder

"You don't know anything. Noelle has made me feel again! Ive been lying to myself saying I didn't love her, I've been lying to her saying that I don't know you. Everything I'm doing is for love! All I get is deeper into the darkness, Avella!" He flushed with angry

"I did everything for love, Regulus. I know how you feel, but I know you won't be like me." She says

The time had come closer for him to become a deatheater. Tensions between dark and light are rising. Regulus, was scared of what would happen but put a mask on that he was fearless.

"One word for you. If you know the one is her, don't hold back" Avella replied before leaving

This made Regulus break down even more. Noelle, sat sorrowfully at the window, her friends beckoning her away from the night sky

"Thinking about him, aren't you?" Blake Melthrow asked

No reply.

"Regulus Black, I'm sure he'll be round soon, don't be sad Noelle." Lynette Valverai sat beside her

"Who knew my heart could best for someone miles away, Nette. My heart aches when I'm not with him. Love is making me someone new, my heart knows it's master. Regulus, is my heart. Without him I feel away and detached from love. All the songs from angels has poured love into me." Her eyes glint in sadness as she faces her friends

"Noelle, you've become so inlove it's extremely irregular from you" Blake laughed

"You wouldn't know the love until you've experienced it, Melthrow" she rolled her eyes

Both felt so distanced when away. But by the time summer came, Regulus was now officially part of the deatheaters. Noelle in his mind was still there. However, Noelle was still in France, working to save to go back to England.

Regulus has turned dark, Noelle did have an idea, but never knew it came that quick.

Voldemort, who hated elves made an influence on Pureblood's that elves are lower than them. The deatheaters do Voldemorts dirty work of killing Muggles, in the Daily Prophet the death toll has gone up. Regulus, should've compelled like Sirius has, Sirius, who has ran away and crashed at the Potter's house. He knew he should've done the same.

Regulus, for someone who never wanted to disappoint his family, and love up to his name, when he saw how they treated Kreacher, he knew months in that he made the wrong decision.

He loved Kreacher with his whole heart and told him everything, Kreacher also obeyed Regulus and Sirius, as they were the only two who respected them.

His cousins, Narcissa and Bellatrix had become deatheaters, he knew Narcissa did it for Lucius, Bellstrix because of her bloodthurst. However, Andromeda, who was Regulus' favourite cousin didn't become one and had eloped with Ted Tonks. Which he loved the rebellious attitude.

He just wished to see Noelle's face again

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