The Truth Hurts (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 10***

*@ I;ve gotten to the point wherere I can no longer give a shit about where there chapter turned out, or this book for tha matter. Fuck I'm tired. I just realised i took a sleeping pill 20 mintues ago and now it's beginning to work Im so dobey... night guys!* \

Chapter 10:

Felix's P.O.V

Jake and I sat down at the table a bowl of cereal in front of us each. It was fruit loops, one of my favourites, but I didn't want to eat right now. The thought of food made me want to be sick. Jake looked at me with a sad look on his face,

"Please Felix? Just this one time today, and you don't have to eat anything else if you don't want to." I frowned biting my lip. He was giving me an easy way; eat just this once and no more for the day. I nodded sadly before picking up the spoon, and moving it to my mouth and eating it. I almost moaned at the childish sugary flavour and began piling more and more into my mouth until there was nothing left.

I put the spoon down and looked at Jake who was smiling so widely it could light up all of Bremin. I blushed biting down on my lip, nervous from the look on his face. Why does he look so happy? I did what he asked— so why is he looking at me so oddly,

"Jake? Are you okay?" Jake nodded his smile growing, as he reached over and grabbed one of my hands in his.

"Felix, I'm so proud of you. I know it seems stupid, but I am so glad you did this for me. I just— I get worried about you so much, and I don't want to hurt you, but I'm scared I will, and I'm scared I will scare you off, and it will break me. But mostly I don't want you to hurt yourself. You have so many scars it scares me that they can build up so quickly. And I guess— I just love you and don't ever want to give you up or see you hurt." I felt tears running down my face at his speech, or confession, or whatever it was. I bit my lip biting down hard trying to stop the tears. Jake looked at me with tears in his own eyes as he used the hand he was holding and pulled me to the couch in the living room.

"Felix, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry." I nodded smiling as his arms wrapped around me pulling me close. I then wrapped my arms around his neck and held myself closer, my crying now ceased,

"Jake don't be sorry. These are happy tears— I just, I don't know how to respond to what you just said. No one has said that to me before— no one has said a lot of things to me before, and I guess you saying them makes me feel better." Jake nodded staring at me oddly again; I furrowed my brows and asked,

"Why are you looking at me oddly?" Jake shrugged,

"I don't know, but for some reason, I like what you look like when you cry." I furrowed my brows at his words,

"I look like a freak—" I muttered bluntly confused as hell. Jake laughed lightly his chest shaking with the movement,

"Yeah— but you're my freak." His words made my heart melt and move so I was half sitting on him. It was actually quite comfortable and I leant up, pecking him on the lips before sitting my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

I didn't think anything could ruin this moment, and I think I just jinxed myself. A bang began on my front door, and with that came the screaming of my ex-best friend— great, I turned to Jake who was looking at me with an odd expression making me shrug,

"I literally have no fucking clue as to why she is here," I said explaining I was confused as he was. Jake nodded and stood up and began for the door, my eyes widened and I grabbed his hand,

"What are you doing?" Jake sighed,

"I'm getting her to leave us alone." I nodded and stood up after him, to go with him, but he stopped me,