Chained | Bang Chan

t w e n t y - e i g h t

At first, our kiss started out as soft and gentle like the other ones did. It felt as if Chan was starting slow, easing me into it. I appreciated that because it had been a long time since I had done anything like this with anyone.

Slowly, he began to get more intense and passionate, stopping every now and then to make sure I was okay with it. I definitely was. Then I could feel his tongue in my mouth. God, he's good at this.

He lifted me onto his lap with ease, as if I weighed nothing at all. He was stronger than I even realised.

He began to lower his kissing, making his way down my neck. He even nipped me slightly a couple of times but it felt good. I let out a moan louder than I meant to, covering my mouth with my hand. Nobody had ever made me feel like this before. His touch felt electric.

"Chan," I manned out by accident, trying to cover the sound with my hand.

I knew he heard it though because I felt him smile against my neck. "Do you like this, Mina?"

I hadn't been intimate with someone in so long, it felt so strange to be doing this...but good. I felt his hand slip slowly up my shirt, causing my skin to tingle against his touch, as he kept kissing my neck.

That's when it began to overwhelm me, so before his hands could get any higher, I grabbed them and stopped them. Chan didn't fight me, immediately stopping what he was doing, which I was grateful for. I didn't want to move too fast, It was making me feel dizzy.

"Are you okay?" He asked me, brushing my hair out of my face gently.

I sighed and looked down, feeling embarrassed. He was probably used to girls who were confident in areas like this, who would go super far and know how to reciprocate.

I wished that I could be like that but I had only ever been with one other man, and it had been so long since then. I felt so inexperienced, so out of my depths...

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be," He almost whispered to me. It was so genuine, so soft. "Was I going too fast?"

"Yeah...a little bit. It's just been so long since I've done this stuff. I'm sorry that I'm not-"

"Don't apologise. You have nothing to be sorry for..We'll move at your pace, okay?"

I nodded, finally looking to him and into his deep brown eyes. They looked so kind and loving, like he genuinely wasn't mad at me. Tonight he was really showing me the better side of him, the best side of him...and I really liked it.

I moved closer to him, kissing him softly again. I enjoyed being this intimate with him, while he was like this - I just wanted to enjoy the taste of his sweet kiss. He cupped my face in his hands, kissing me back.

He didn't try to push me any further, this time. It was just soft kissing, his hands stayed on my face, occasionally caressing my neck gently. It was all going well until...

"Wow! You have a bedroom, you know, Channie!" Ji-Yeon exclaimed loudly, giggling to herself.

Chan rolled his eyes at her. "Thanks for ruining the moment."

I got off his lap, feeling completely embarrassed to have been caught making out by Ji-Yeon.

"How was Kunwoo?" I questioned, hoping to change the subject.

Ji-Yeon slumped down on the sofa between me and Chan, stretching and yawning. "Yeah, good. We just played video games all night."

"I'm knackered," Chan spoke suddenly, getting up off the sofa. I imagine he just wanted to get away from Ji-Yeon. "I'll meet you in bed, Mina."

I felt shocked to hear him say that because we hadn't been sleeping in the same bed thus far. I assumed he was just saying this to play the part in front of Ji-Yeon but it still made me blush. He headed upstairs, leaving me and Ji-Yeon alone.

"You and Chan are a super cute couple. Like, I never thought he would get a proper girlfriend or really fall in love."

If only she knew...

"He's great," I admitted. "I really like him."

"I can see that. I hope you guys are super happy together." She then let out a large yawn, stretching again. "I'm knackered too, so I'm going to head."

We both got up and I wrapped her into a tight hug, saying thank you for looking after Kunwoo. After she left, I headed upstairs and paused in the hallway.

I always slept in my own room, by myself but Chan had said...or was he just playing his part? I wanted to share a bed with Chan but I was scared that he wouldn't want me to.

I slowly opened the door to Chan's room, seeing his bedside lamp was still turned on. He slowly opened his eyes when he heard the door, smiling warmly at me.

"Hello," He spoke out in a drowsy voice.

I couldn't help but smile at that. He looked so cute, his bleeched blonde hair was messy and made him look soft, he was smiling at me like crazy like he couldn't be happier to see me. Nobody had ever looked at me like that, it felt strange.

"Hiya. I came in to say goodnig-"

"Aren't you sleeping with me tonight?" He asked. I raised an eyebrow at that. "I mean, just, like cuddling...not anything else. Don't worry, I won't try anything."

"Chan-"

"Please," He begged, pouting like a child at me. "I just want to cuddle."

God...my heart is going absolutely crazy.

I couldn't help but smile at that. I walked over to the bed, slipping in beside him. He instantly wrapped me tightly in his arms, cuddling close to me. He was so warm and cosy, so It wasn't long before I fell asleep in his arms.

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I get so embarrassed writing intimate stuff but I think I did okay with it? Let me know if you enjoyed the chapter!