KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 3

🖤 Dongjun- GHOST9 🖤

This imagine was requested by nillavanilla12

This imagine is kinda based on Loving You Girl by Peder Elias

Dongjun's POV

I have been in a relationship with my girlfriend Y/ N for a year and a half. I feel like we have drifted apart from each other. It feels like we are drifting apart from each other. Y/ N is a trainee for HYPE one of the biggest companies out there. She is debuting in a new girl group very soon with five other girls. Their name is not yet announced. I am very proud of her but our relationship is not as strong anymore. Y/ N tries to be there for me when she can but it's not always easy with her busy schedule. All this training to be an idol has really taken its toll on Y/ N. All of a sudden we don't feel like the same couple anymore. We are trying to make it work and be strong for each other but it's not always easy. In a way I feel lonely without my girlfriend by my side. Before Y/ N went out to become an idol, we were so close. Inseparable in fact that we couldn't live without each other. I know this is important to her, her upcoming career as an idol that she's always dreamed and desired of so long. I am a very proud boyfriend of her and I want to stay that way of course. I will never stop being proud of Y/ N. Y/ N is training most of the week so I don't get to see her that much and I do miss her a lot and I miss spending time with her too and doing things with her like we should do as a couple. I am at home and I have been for most of the day apart from going to the gym this morning and I'm waiting for Y/ N to call that she's coming home. She doesn't always look at her phone when she's busy training which i understand. It's intense for her and I know she's exhausted when she gets home. I am sat on the couch at my place waiting for Y/ N to come by. Sometimes she doesn't come by if she's so tired she'll just go home to her own place which is fine by me. I sit and wait for her call by the phone to tell me if she's coming to my place or going to hers. I haven't heard from Y/ N all day actually not since I saw her early this morning. I hope she's okay

Some more time has passed and nothing from Y/ N. I've tried calling her phone multiple times. I don't know what to do. My girlfriend isn't picking up her phone and it's getting worrying. Not even a message from her since this morning. I scroll through the contacts on my phone and decide to call Y/ N trainee mate and friend Nancy. I hope she'll pick up. I try calling her a couple of times and she does pick up. "Hi, Nancy. It's me Dongjun" I say. "Hey, Dongjun. I was going to call you actually" she said. "Is Y/ N with you? She's not answering her phone" I say. "Well yes she is but we are in the hospital, Dongjun. Y/ N feinted during practice earlier so she was taken to the hospital. Don't worry she'll be fine. She's just dehydrated and overtired. We are leaving soon when we have her bloods back" Nancy said. "Oh okay. You should've called me sooner and I would've been over" I reply. "Signal is bad here. Sorry Dongjun" she said. "Okay I'll be right over soon" I say. I go to the hospital to see Y/ N. I knew something was going to happen the amount she was working. I told her not to overdo things but she doesn't listen. I am worried about her now. Obviously you are when something like that happens to the person you love. I arrived at the hospital as quick as I could and Nancy meets me by the entrance of the hospit. "Is she okay?" I ask Nancy. "She will be. She wants to see you. They are just putting an IV in her to get her hydrated again. I told her to keep drinking but Y/ N is stubborn as you know" Nancy said. I nodded my head in agreement and follow her to see Y/ N. She was sat in a chair with an IV drip in her arm. It hurts to see me like that. Nancy leaves us alone. "Hi, babe" I say. "Hi, babe. I knew you would come" she said. "I called Nancy as I was concerned about you as you weren't picking up and yeah she had to tell me. Y/ N, what were you thinking of not drinking enough water and passing out. You're putting your life in danger" I say. "Junnie, look I'm sorry and I'm sorry for not being a good girlfriend recently. I know I don't listen" Y/ N said. "It's okay. You're still here I said giving her a smile and kiss on the cheek and stay with her for a while. Y/ N could go home when she had the IV so I took her home. She is going to be okay and as long as she listens to me and other people again

Y/ N and I are trying to make our relationship stronger by spending more time together during our free time when we are free. Our relationship is still stronger but needs to be stronger. I explained to Y/ N that I feel lonely without her when she is not by my side but she said her career and dreams is just as important as me. I told her that I'll always be lost in her no matter what and I am. Y/ N will always be my love. I got home early today so I could clean the house and cook for when Y/ N gets home. She is drinking more water now and looking after herself more which she needs to. She's been told by the doctor anyway to keep hydrated and look after herself well. I am making Y/ N a home cooked meal tonight and I hope she loves it and appreciates it. I'm sure she was as she's complemented my cooking before a few times which has made me happy. Y/ N said she was working till late but not too late tonight. I want her to come home to a house smelling of delicious food. Hopefully she will be impressed and love it. I start cooking a bit near the time she'll be coming home. I don't hear from her but I still start cooking just to save time later for when she gets home. Hopefully she's on time and doesn't take her long to get home from the studio. About 30 minutes or so later, the front door opens and Y/ N walks in looking a bit exhausted after a busy day practicing. "Hey, baby. How was your day?" I ask. "It was good. Ohhhhh something smells good in here" she said. "It does I must say so myself" I smile. She laughs. "Okay have a got time to freshen up in the shower. Don't want to eat your nice home cooked meal feeling sweaty like this" Y/ N said. "Okay that's fine, babe. No problem" I smile. Y/ N takes a shower while I keep the meal warm. She was back soon and we sat down and ate together at the kitchen table. "It's so good. Very tasty indeed" she says. "Are you sure it is? You know me I'm not much of a cook" I reply. "No it's great. I only tell the truth" Y/ N said. "Yeah I know you're truthful, bab. I know our relationship isn't perfect. It's nothing like perfect but I love you even though I feel alone sometimes when you're not by my side" I say. "Dongjun, I always love you no matter what. Just because I am a trainee and debuting soon doesn't mean that I don't have time for you and love you. I love you more than anything, Hwang Dongjun" Y/ N said. "Me too. I'm sorry if I ever thought you didn't love me anymore" I say. "Don't be, silly. I can tell you're going to cry" she said. "No I'm fine. I'm not crying" I smile holding her hand from across the table. Y/ N and I had a lovely evening meal at home and then fell asleep. I know she does love me just as much as her career and dream

Y/ N and i are happier than ever now. I don't feel lonely anymore when I'm with her or when i love her like I do because I do love her a lot and she comes first. Y/ N has now debuted in her girl group called Butterfly Heaven and I am really very happy for her and the rest of the girls. It's a really exciting moment for her and all the girls. They have worked very hard like all idols do so I really have to praise them. I'm taking Y/ N out for a nice meal tonight to celebrate her debut and success at the moment but I'm also going to ask her a very special question too. I'm going to ask Y/ N for her hand in marriage and I can't wait to see what she says. She obviously doesn't know that yet. She has no idea of that yet as it's a surprise. She does know we are going out for dinner tonight. We are getting ready together now and almost setting off soon to the restaurant. We made a reservation for 7:30pm. Y/ N is wearing a nice flowered dress which she looks beautiful in. "Baby, you look gorgeous tonight. Let's go out and celebrate you" I say. "Thank you. I can't wait. Been awhile since we had a date night like this" Y/ N replies. I nod my head in agreement and then we catch a cab to the restaurant we are eating at. We get seated at our table and take a look at the menus to see what food they have on offer. We order in a while and then wait for our food to come. I'm going to pop the question to her at the end of the night. I tell Y/ N how proud I am of her and how much she means to me. A bit of time has passed and I think it's the right time to ask her the thing I've been wanting to know. "Excuse me, my love" I say getting out of my chair. She looked at me and didn't say anything. I kneel before her and say "Y/ N, I'm so incredibly happy to have you in my life and be your boyfriend all this time but I want to be more than that. I want us to be more. I love you. Will you be my wife and marry me?" I say. Y/ N didn't know what to say for a minute. She was a bit speechless. Bless her. "Yes yes I would love to be your wife, Dongjun. I love you" she said. I smile and stand up and people in the restaurant nearby cheer. Just the word I wanted to hear. Yes

A/ N: sorry to take a long time with this nillavanilla12 and updating. I struggled to think of a plot so choose a Peder Elias song whose music I really like. He's so good. I try my best to update this book and my others but sometimes it's not easy with all I have on