KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 3

🧡 Suil- LUMINOUS 🧡

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

There is this guy who i really like and get nervous around. His name is Ma Suil and is a very cute and sweet guy who I like a lot. I know him from my weekend study class which I have been attending for a few months to help me get better grades. I've always been the kind of girl who has never been confident in herself or anything. That's just me though. I wish to always want a guy to look at me but I'm mousy, shy and timid. Too much sometimes. I've hardly said a word to Suil since I start attending classes. Like I don't know what to say to a cute guy like him without saying the wrong things. I don't want him to think I'm an idiot or anything. He talks to other girls but never me. Why doesn't he talk to me? I don't know. I lack social skills sometimes, well most of the time actually. I've never been the confident type around anyone especially around guys. I've always been the shy and awkward type who doesn't make many friends. This morning I have my Saturday study class again so I might see Suil or I might not depending on if he's around. I wake up and get ready and make my way to class which starts soon. I don't like to rush but sometimes you have to. I get in my car but unluckily I hit traffic on my way to class. I don't like being late anywhere especially to study class. I do arrive but I take a seat in the class but I'm a few minutes late but I just sit there anyway. I had to climb past Suil and a few other people. "Sorry sorry" I kept on saying to people. Suil looked over at me and smiled. I didn't back as i just sat down and continue to listen to the class and make notes. Suil was near me. Only two people away from me. I tried not to turn my head at him

After my class it was about an hour and a half. I'm meet a friend for lunch later when I've been home for a bit to get changed and things. Not meeting her till later which is fine. I put my study books back in my bag and zip it up before I go. Suil left in the opposite direction with one of his friends in class. I left on my own. I got a bit nervous around him when I walked in. That's because I really do like him. He's nice. I get you my car and put my bag in the passenger seat and try to start the engine but it just cuts out. I try feeling frustrated for like 5 minutes but it still doesn't start. I give up. Someone then comes to the window and taps. I looked up and it was Suil. "Is your car not starting?" he asks. "No it's not. I've tried and tried and nothing" I reply. "Don't panic, Y/ N. How about I give you a jumpstart from my car" Suil said. "Okay sure if it works. I was just gonna call the breakdown company" I say. "No need to now. I'm here. I was just looking and thought something might be wrong" he said. Suil goes and pulls his car up and parks opposite mine. He says he knows how to do a jumpstart so it shouldn't take too long. I get out of my car and watch him do it but he didn't need any help. I just witnessed. He jumpstarted my car in about 15 minutes and it was working. "Thank you. I couldn't thank you enough. You saved me in paying a garage and stuff" I say. "You're welcome, Y/ N" Suil replies. "What made you come and help me?" I ask. "Because I could see you were struggling to get your car started and plus I like helping people too" he said. "No one ever helps me" I say. "That's not true. Why are you saying that?" Suil said. "Because everyone thinks I'm weird and an outcast and never wants to be friends with me" I say. "Y/ N, that's harsh to say about yourself" he says. "But it's true. You don't know me, Suil. You don't know anything about me. We don't really talk so we are not friends" I reply. "But we can be if you give me a chance. I've been meaning to talk to you after all these months but sorry I haven't" Suil said. "It's okay. You don't have to bother. It's fine. I'll just be that weird and lonely girl all my life" I say. "No you won't be as i want to be your friend. I think we could get on well with each other once we get to know each other first" Suil said. "Alright sure. I'd actually quite like that" I say. Suil decides to give me his number and we decided to become friends soon. It was really nice of him to give me his number and help me get my car started after it wouldn't. Maybe I'm crushing on him even more

It's been a few weeks since Suil and I became friends and decided to get to know each other better. I have opened up to him more about myself and things but not totally yet. I want to get to know him fully first. Suil is a nice guy. I feel like he's been a friend for ages not just a few weeks. I guess our friendship is growing more but i still don't want to get close in that way yet. Suil just likes me as a friend not in that way. He is hanging out with some friends today and he's asked me if I wanted you come. I said no at first but I am thinking about it but I don't think I'll go. Like I said I'm scared of social situations and meeting people these days. I'm surprised Suil wants me to meet his friends. They are all guys apart from one girl who he says is nice. I sometimes can be a bit uncomfortable around a lot of men. I don't around Suil as he is nice and gentle and makes me feel at ease. I am laid on my bed at home wondering what to do about the meeting with Suil and his friends tonight. I take sometime to think and reflect things. I get up and go downstairs to a kitchen to get a drink from the fridge. I lost track of time. It's getting late. I walked past the front door and see someone waiting outside. I open the door and it was Suil. "Hi" I say. "Hey, Y/ N. Are you okay? You've not been answering messages for a while" he says. "I'm okay don't worry" I reply. "So are you coming out tonight with me and my friends?" Suil asks. "No I don't think I will. We haven't known each other long enough and they will judge me too" I reply. "My friends are not judgemental people. They are the nicest and coolest you could meet. But obviously I understand if you don't feel comfortable going. Silly of me to ask. We've only known each other a few weeks. We should get to know each other better before you meet my friends. They will immediately think you're my girlfriend too" Suil said. "Yeah yeah we should. Sorry, Suil. You're a really nice new friend" I smile. "You are too, Y/ N. Take care" Suil smiles walking away. I think our friendship will go somewhere maybe in the future when we have got to know each other better. At least he understood it was too soon to meet his friends. Another time I'd love to

Suil and i have been friends for about 6 months and it's going well so far. We are enjoying our time as friends and getting closer to each other day by day. I know his friends well now and fit in more with them. I think my crush on Suil has grown more to feelings for him. He has feelings for me too as we are trying this thing and going on a date together. We are taking a picnic in the park and eating there this afternoon which will be nice. It's more than just hanging out as friends but not too romantic. Somewhat romantic though. A picnic in the park is good though. It's super nice. Maybe something will happen while we are in the park like a kiss or something. I have never been kissed by a guy before but Suil and I have gotten really close recently and we enjoy being together. I have packed up the picnic food for us in a hamper and I've brought a blanket too. I'm on my way to meet Suil now. I'm excited to see him but also a little nervous as this is a date not a hangout as friends. We are meeting by the gate of the park and I see him there when I arrive. "Hey" he said. "Hey" I smile. I give him a hug and smile. "So what have you got in there?" he asks. "Food of course for us. Duh. Oh and drinks too" I reply. "Cool. Just wondered" Suil said. Suil and I walked around the park for a while and then found a spot on the grass to sit and eat the picnic i made. "Sandwiches first. We have cheese, egg mayo and peanut butter. My favourites" I say. "That's fine with me. I'm not fussy" he said. So first we tucked in to the sandwiches and then the other food like fruit, chips, nuts, chocolate etc. it was good. Just nice and simple food I packed. Then we sat and talked for a while. I felt a little bit nervous and awkward around Suil as this is a date. "Suil, I really enjoy being friends with you. You know that" I say. "And I enjoy being friends with you too, Y/ N" he smiles. There then was an awkward silence between us for about 30 seconds. "I like trying this date thing. I think it's working" Suil said. "Yeah me too. I like it I think but I'm surprised you like me in that way, Suil. No one has ever liked me like that before" I say. "Y/ N, you're an amazing girl on the inside and the outside. You should never doubt yourself" Suil smiles. "I've spent my whole life doubting myself and thinking I'm not good enough. Maybe I shouldn't anymore or doubt myself less. I still have those moments" I say. Suil looks at me and smiles. "Look this is for doubting yourself. I'm the first one to show you my feelings" he said leaning in and kissing my lips. I didn't hesitate and kiss him back even though I didn't really know how to kiss as I have never before but I kissed him back. Suil and I both look at each other when we have kissed. We get up and stroll around the park together and hold hands. Maybe that says something how we really like each other. When I'm with Suil I can't really doubt myself

A/ N: sorry for the wait yanagirenjiidealtype but hope you liked it again. Don't know a lot about luminous but listened to them once when their new album came out and liked the title song. Steven would maybe by my bias but I don't know them well enough yet. Suil seems cool though