KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 3

💜 Seunghwan- ATBO 💜

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

My brother Kim Yeonkyu recently introduced me to his friend Jeong Seunghwan and I have a little crush on him. I've always been awkward around boys and found it hard to express myself in front of them. Yeonkyu has been friends with Seunghwan for a while but he never mentioned him to me so I never knew he existed. I found Seunghwan cute as soon as I met him. I haven't found a guy that cute in a while. He comes over to our house sometimes. Yeonkyu knows I'm shy but he doesn't know I like Seunghwan and I don't want him to know just yet. I want to get to know him better before I tell Yeonkyu about my feelings to Seunghwan. That's if I actually do want to. I've never told anyone I like them before in that way especially a friend of my brothers. Yeonkyu and I are close and I don't want it to affect our sibling bond. I am 18 months older than Yeonkyu so we are close in age. Some people think we are twins but we are not or some people think that Yeonkyu is older than me. Anyway maybe I'll get closer to Seunghwan and I'll be able to tell him about my crush when I get to know him better. I've only known Seunghwan for a few months so I want to get to know him better for I say I have feelings for him. He is my brothers friend. Me and Yeonkyu are going out today to the mall. I want to go shopping but none of my friends were free so he offered to go with me which is sweet of him. I am up now and getting ready to go soon. I go to the bathroom and then I walk downstairs for breakfast. Yeonkyu is in the kitchen making eggs. "Morning, sis" he said. "Morning, bro" I say. "How's you?" he asks. "Alright but looking forward to today" I reply. "Yep me too. Oh about that. Seunghwan said he'd like to join us today if that's okay" Yeonkyu said. "Yes of course it is. He's welcome" I reply. "Cool I didn't think you'd mind. I'll let him know" he said. So Yeonkyu and I have breakfast together in the kitchen and then get ready for going to the mall. Seunghwan is meeting us there so looking forward to meeting him there. I was excited and happy when I heard he was joining us. The thing is I do get pretty shy when he's around. It'll be fun having him though

Me and Yeonkyu have just arrived at the mall now and we are waiting for Seunghwan to arrive which will be soon. Looking forward to seeing him. Both of us are. We are just waiting by the entrance of the mall for him so he can see us. Seunghwan finally arrives a few minutes later. "Hey, man" Yeonkyu said. "Hey" he said back. "Hi" I said to Seunghwan. "Hi, Y/ N" he smiles. We all walk around the mall for a while looking in places that like. We separate for a bit and I look in places I like and the boys look in places they like. The boys are not too keen on the girly shops but I am. I love looking at clothes and makeup even though I don't always buy and I like to save money. I am looking in a shop that I like and the boys are looking somewhere they like. I see one thing that I like so I buy it. It was a top I saw that I liked. I am going to one more place and then meeting Yeonkyu and Seunghwan for something to eat and they maybe we will all shop together after. So I meet them up there now. "Hey, boys" I say. "Hey, sis. Did you break your bank account?" Yeonkyu laughs. "No not quite yet" I laugh. "Come on, sis. Let's eat" Yeonkyu said. I smile. So me and the boys find somewhere to eat and get a table to sit down on. I was hungry but I didn't really know what to get. "Help me decide what to get to eat, guys?" I say. "Sure" Yeonkyu said. "Anything" Seunghwan said. "I will get something don't worry" I reply. I finally decided what to order. We placed in our order and then Yeonkyu had to go to the bathroom leaving me and Seunghwan alone but that's not bad since I have a crush on him. "Y/ N" he said. "Yes, Seunghwan" I smile. "I like hanging out with you and Yeonkyu it's fun but I think me and you should hangout without him sometime. Not that I don't like hanging out with him. I just think it would be nice if the two of us hungout sometime" Seunghwan said. "Of course I'd like that too because you know I have.... ummm enjoyed you coming into my life" I reply. "Yeah me too" he said. Then Yeonkyu appeared out of nowhere and say back down. "Okay, guys" he said. "Yeah everything is fine. Just talking while you were gone" I reply. Seunghwan yawns. He looks at me from across the table. Don't know if my brother noticed any signs between me and Seunghwan. I almost said I liked him but I stopped myself from doing that. Food came soon for me and the boys so we tucked in and ended our great day at the mall. Hope Seunghwan and I grow closer by hanging out together

Seunghwan and I have been hanging out together for a while. We are not dating. Just hanging out as friends. That's all. Yeonkyu is okay with us hanging out and being friends. He said it's okay if we dated. He wouldn't have a problem with it he says. I thought he would have a problem and be jealous of me hanging out with his friend. My brother will always come first. Seunghwan says he wants to meet me today in the park. He hasn't said why. Just that he wants to see me and I agreed to of course. A nice walk in the park it'll be on this nice afternoon. I get a bit awkward and nervous around Seunghwan as I like him. I have a crush on him. So I walk to the park and meet Seunghwan by the swings. He was already there when I arrived looking out for me. "Hey" he said. "Hi" I say. I sit on the swing next to him. I could tell that Seunghwan looked a bit nervous around me. Like I knew he had something on his mind. "Seunghwan" I say. "Yes" he replies. "What's the matter? You don't seem yourself" I say. "I'm fine" he smiles. "You sure" I say. He smiles. We sit in silence for about two minutes. "Y/ N" Seunghwan said. "Yes" I smile. "There is something I need to tell you" he said. "Okay" my face dropped. "I like you, Y/ N. More than a friend. More than Yeonkyu's sister. I do like you" he said. "You do? I never knew that. I never could tell" I say. "Well you were blind to see that" he said. "I don't know what to say. You know I was quite shy at first when you met me. Wasn't I?" I reply. "Yes you were" he said. "I feel like I don't deserve someone like you, Seunghwan" i say. "What has made you say about that?" Seunghwan said. "Because it's true. I feel like I don't deserve you" I say. "Y/ N, look at me. You're pretty special and I like you a lot. You're Yeonkyu's sister" I say. I could feel tears coming on and I start crying in front of him then I get up and run away. "Y/ N, don't run away. Where are you going?"
Seunghwan said but I ran too fast so he couldn't catch me. I guess I got scared and just ran away from him and cried. I didn't mean to hurt Seunghwan if I did. I didn't say anything about my crush on him which I regret. Hope I haven't hurt him for good

It's been a few days since I ran away from Seunghwan at the park. I feel like he's mad at me gut running away as I haven't heard from him much. Hope he's not mad at me for it. I feel like he's not going to talk to me ever again but hope that's not the case. I want to go and apologise to him face to face since I ran away from him. It was just a sudden reaction. I didn't intent on running away from Seunghwan. It just happened and I didn't think in my head what I did. I keep on calling him but he never answers his phone so I keep on trying. Eventually I reach him. "Hello, Seunghwan. Can we talk?" I say. "Y/ N, okay sure" he said. "I don't want to do it on the phone. I need to do it in person" I say. "Okay sure come over to my place, there's only me. Say what you need to say" Seunghwan said. He hangs up and I immediately go over to his. I ring on the doorbell and he opens the door and smiles. I take off my shoes as I enter. I follow Seunghwan up to his room. Things were slightly awkward at first. Not going to lie. "So I'm sorry for running away from you the other day. I don't usually do things like that so I don't know what got into me" I say. Seunghwan thought about what to say for a second. "Y/ N, it's okay. I do understand. I was trying to help you by running after you and making sure you were okay" he said. "Sorry like I said I don't know what into me" i reply. "I've always found it hard with feelings and expressing myself but I'm proud of myself that I finally said I liked you" Seunghwan said. "Yeah me too. I was" I reply. "Let's just move forward and forget about it" he said. "Yes but there's something else I want to say" I say. "Sure" he said. "I think I like you, Seunghwan. That's why I got scared and ran away from you the other day" I say. "Well why didn't you say, Y/ N?" Seunghwan said. "Well because I client find the words to say. I wasn't sure if it was the right thing to say" I say. "Of course it would've been. I didn't want you to run away from me" he said. "Like I said I didn't mean to but I'm so sorry" I reply. "I still like you for the record you know" Seunghwan said. "You do?" I smile. "Yes of course. I haven't stopped liking you just because you ran away from me" he said. "At least my brother approves of this" I say leaning in for the kiss and kissing Seunghwan. I don't usually kiss guys first. I haven't been kissed before. Seunghwan kisses me back and we share a passionate moment together. "I was just going to kiss you" he laughed. I laughed back. So that was it. I apologised to Seunghwan for running away and I told him how I really feel and I kissed him. Glad we made up and moved on. Maybe we don't have to tell my brother just yet

A/ N: here it is finally yanagirenjiidealtype sorry I haven't updated much or had chance to write as you Joe I work full time now. I'm tired and busy when I get home from work and can't always stay awake and write. I will try to update as much as I can whenever I can

Didn't realise how cute Seunghwan from ATBO was. They are a good group