yangyang: hi renjunnieee
renjun: morning
yangyang: whats up!!!
renjun: eh
renjun: morning stuff
renjun: slow day today im tired
yangyang: ahh
yangyang: any plans?
renjun: i dont think so!! i think maybe a little meeting but that's later
yangyang: awesome
yangyang: wanna hang???
renjun: hmm
renjun: i wont lie im not feeling the best :(
renjun: i might just chill today
yangyang: that's fine
yangyang: wanna talk abt anything?
renjun: mm
renjun: not really
renjun: i just feel out of it. got a lot of thoughts yk
yangyang: :(( ok
yangyang: im here for u if you need to talk!!
renjun: thank u yang :)
yangyang: <3
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renjun spent the morning wrapped in yangyang's hoodie, just thinking.
deep down, he knew what he wanted.
he wanted to be yangyang's boyfriend. he wasn't gonna deny it from himself. he wanted the boy to be his
it's not even like he had cravings for the feeling of love. he got love everywhere.
he just didn't want to lose yangyang.
what if they got bored of eachother? what if yangyang found someone else, and they didn't want to do this anymore?
renjun didnt want that. he was aware of the romantic feelings, and how badly they didnt want that.