Ezra
The ßravest Thing I'd Ever Done
Was Continue My Life When I
Wanted To Die.
English went by awfully slow. I spent majority of the time staring at the clock, waiting for Art to come.
When second lunch came and I sat at the back next to the window. The cafeteria wasn't packed, everyone was outside in the blinding sun.
I preferred to just sit and sink myself into my music.
My eyes darted to the person who made their way towards me. Someone I didn't want near me at all.
Zayns lips moved in a "hello" motion, a grin plastered to his face. I took out my headphones and sighed.
"Hey" he took a seat next to me, causing every muscle in my body to tighten up and then release when I exhaled.
"Are okay Ezra?" his words were slow and whispered.
"why do you keep asking.." I stared out the window again and bit my lip to a point where the taste of blood touched my tongue .
"Ezra" I turned I didn't dare look him in his eyes , the sight of them made my heart race and I didn't like that.
"Your hurting, I know, I can see it, I don't know what it is, but you hide your pain terribly. You don't talk much, you constantly avoid things, and you avoid me" I wanted to cry, I wanted to run away and hide. Hide from the world, hide from school and most of all, hide from Zayn. He knew he was correct, My faced burned , I tried hard to hold everything back.
"Look, Ezra I can't take my mind off you, every time I see you, I want to talk to you, I want to know you, your different , and different is good, I want to help you"
"Please" I could feel him watching the tears race down my cheeks.
Finally, My eyes caught his, brown sparkling orbs gazing through me.
They were unlike any set of eyes I had ever seen.
Before I knew it, his lips pressed against mine, sending heat through my veins . My heart swelled up and pounded harder with each beat.
Healing, his touch was healing.
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again! I'm not happy with this chapter.
Anyways , go read heartstrings by planetpaylik , its fricken amazing!
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Healing Touches
FanfictionIts hard to let someone in, especially if your afraid of being broken. Broken to a point where the pieces are next to nearly impossible to fix. giving up was one of Ezras options.