The Scorpio

True Story

I used to play.....
with this girl who lived
down the street from me
She was a little older,
but she was so nice to me
We were so young and innocent,
Until she took that innocence from me

I never thought something this awful
would ever happen to me
But sadly that was just the beginning
of my tragedies

This is a true story,
that haunts my dreams
I will always be that little girl,
that screams for her mommy
But she can never save me

I never knew someone so small,
could be so dangerous
Until the day she told me to come to her house,
to play doctor in her basement

She told me she was the doctor,
and I was her patient
As I laid on the floor I remember,
feeling so safe as I played along
Until her hands started touching me,
in places they didn't belong

She kissed my lips,
and I knew it was wrong
But I just let it happen
she said this is going to tickle
As she played with me
and it really did, it felt good

Until she broken my hymen
with her mommy's toy
I remember screaming and crying
when I saw blood come out of me
I was frightened, ashamed and afraid

At that moment
I felt like I knew I did something wrong
but it was to late for me now
It's like my innocence, started to fade away
and I realized then, that I wasn't special anymore

She broke me like a toy, as she took my virginity
I belonged to her now, forever her victim
I ran home into my mothers arms
And had to tell her, everything that happened
I cried mommy,
I'm bleeding through my underwear
I was in pain and ashamed

I was never quite the same after that day
Something changed inside of me
I looked at life different, I felt different
I was scarred, forever.