Accepting Taehoon as your boyfriend was the hardest decision you had to make. It wasn't because you didn't like him.
It's because you've never experienced having a boyfriend and you were absolutely scared of the consequences of having one.
Taehoon was your friend. He was your friend for a long time. Although he is a like a hard headed thug you saw the kindess in his heart through a microscope.
You always thought he was like a tsundere, which you found very adorable.
You were very picky when making friends due to your past being betrayed by your friends.
So you wanted your friendship with Taehoon to last. So you made sure you were open with him. You made sure to understand him and for him to understand you.
He got to know you more because you were like an open book. And you even opened yourself too much to him.
You respected his decisions, and he respected yours.
Of course just because you were friends doesn't mean you were exempted to the teasing treatment he gives away.
He also doesn't value personal space most of the time and you also don't mind because you had nothing to hide to him anymore.
You even met his father several times and he even met yours too.
Taehoon's father. Hansu never thought he'd have a friend like you.
You were like an Innocent angel in his fathers eyes. Even though you weren't. You did some mischief in your life too. But of course those were secrets.
You liked the friendship you had with Taehoon and you would be absolutely be upset if your friendship suddenly disappears.
So you had a hard time deciding if it's worth the risk accepting.
You told yourself. 'If I accept we become something more than friends. If I reject I lose a friend and a chance to be with Taehoon...'
Of course you took the latter. You liked Taehoon. But you never really made any initiative as you didn't want to lose your only friend.
He knew you liked him, again. You were like an open book to him.
The two of you didn't do anything big after being together.
You still did what you both did normally everyday.
Except you were together. Which makes you flustered if he ever talks to you closely, if he ever held your hand.
You liked the feeling, but you weren't used to it. And he kept teasing you about it.
"Ya look like a tomato"
"Don't be shy, it's just me."
"Wanna keep looking?"
These remarks made your heart burst out from your chest.
You wanted to ask him out on a date. Like an actual date.
Right now you were in front of him shaking sweating.
"Ya look like yer being held like a hostage. What is it"
"L-lets go out" There, you said it. You can feel your stomach is being ripped off your body.
"Aren't we going out right now?" He replied.
"No, like an actual date. Somewhere we've never been before.." You said.
"Yeah, sure." He replied as you exhale.
"Ya always act like I'm about to kill you" He said.
"I-it's just because you're my first boyfriend Taehoon... And I don't wanna screw things up."
After saying that Taehoon dragged you to the Amusement Park, The Mall, The Taekwondo centre, The arcade, his house, your house, he even took you to the beach.
"This shits weird, I ain't repeating shit. So you better fucking listen." he said "Just because we're couples now doesn't mean our daily lives need to change we're just gonna spend it together now." he continued as you could see him flustered which made you flustered and your heart beat fast.
"Tell this to anyone and yer fucking dead." He said walking away. And you followed behind.
"Yer fucking cringe" He kicks you.
"Fuck you, for making me cringe"
"this shits stupid"
"I'll cripple you if I ever hear you laugh"
"Yer lucky I tolerate you. If not you'd be 6ft underground."
