3.2.9
Inside a schizophrenic child's mind.
It was late yet the girl realized everything somehow. Realized that her actions indeed had some consequences and that made her tender heart even more scared.
This little girl who looked disturbed by her actions has the most deep psychological influence on what she had been portraying ever since.
Little did her family realize that the girl had schizophrenia. And not much about this condition was known to these ignorant minds. The girl felt her symptoms always and could feel the intensity of pressure these conditions had on her each day.
Somedays she felt easy and the others it was just heavy to walk or talk, someday she was herself, and on that part of the same good day she just never realizes what she probably did some time ago, and her blackouts were caused by disrupted thinking and hearing. The disturbance in her cognitive progress and her mind producing the voice and reflection that she sees from her eye and not the reality.
The girl was badly manipulated, her manipulation was not even that evident to all but her actions were. Coz the manipulator and the manipulated were stuck in the same body with the same soul having the same voice but they had different shadows.
(Hallucinations; a kind of mental portrayal or demonstration, where a patient gets cut off by the reality for some abrupt time or the reality is being deluded while he lives in the same reality as the other.
A schizophrenic reality is a mixture of the interruption of various different voices that portray various different meanings at various different times and situations and ways mainly to dominate the patient's psyche and influence its activities.
Audio hallucination is rationale frequent depending upon the intensity of its brain activity which is hardly detectable when.
A schizophrenic population has their intensity of the symptoms and their kinds of the symptoms and even within the individuality it is not always the same and always differs sometimes most and other times still under control.
Not proper medications are mostly prescribed but a variety are prescribed based on their situation and genetic response.)
This little girl under the influence for a moment did what she regretted somehow. When her intensified brown eyes stared deeper into the subject she acted upon, it made her even more worried and confused about how did she accomplish it. Her status was just at a peak while she was totally off-rooted from the ground she was still standing on. Her actions that were not psychologically recorded but adapted and the response she attracted towards. She only could recollect in her mind when she heard it many times, this could have been the outcome she never planned for the deed that she got prepared for slowly and rapidly at the progress of time.
The moment the girl glared at the sight of her home made the intensity of the hallucinations grow worse and the voices that she had to endure to go through the phase even worse.
Many times the girl had to hear the most torturing statements that were true upon her situation and that linked with her past and that only shattered her to the moment she felt numb and about to do without feeling her actions.
Her build-up complexity in the hallucinations is before they are triggered for the worse they always persist under her skin where she always endures them but not always her behavior reveals her internal.
