Believe it or not....I'm actually getting better at managing my rage.
Charlie knows her stuff. Even though I still do snap sometimes, it's once in a blue moon.
She taught me all sorts of things. Like breathing techniques, how to calm myself down, and how to use items to remind me of those I love, writing In a diary to document my memories of my siblings and family, and just....living life without a care.
I am not a workhorse. I am not ment to serve everyone at every moment of my life. I felt obligated to because I can do things no one else can without fear of death.
I thank Charlie for helping me so much.
I love how much she has helped me become better, mentally. Tammy also helped by making the regeneration process not painful anymore. She removed that curse.
Now it's soothing and calming...it has a smooth sensation and a cool feeling to it...and it's relaxing...once the pain is over and the healing starts, it relaxes me....
I am getting better day by day. And I have Tammy and Charlie to thank for it.
