Chapter 1

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I was born into a world in which i was not welcome a world were i was insignificant, i was only useful for one thing... marriage, i was to get married to a man who did not love me and did not need me, i was created to make him happy so that others gained more power. Many will say that i am "one of the lucky ones" but am i really lucky if im still trapped in this cycle? I am forced to bring children into a world filled with pain, war, hate, and patriarchy. And for many moons i wished for death to grasp me into her arms and take me away from this place i yelled and i screamed cursing this world, hoping for her pity, i was tired. And if he did love me could i ever bring myself to love him? Would i ever be happy?

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6 :30AM

I wake up to the sound of my house maid.

"YOUNG MISS PLEASE GET UP YOUR FATHER REQUESTS YOUR PRESENCE HE REALLY DOESNT SOUND HAPPY"!!

i groan at the message and force myself out of bed.

what the hell could he possibly want? I say to myself. I shower and get dressed I put on a simple black dress since im meeting my father and he expects me to dress nice while in his presence.

PERTEND ITS BLACK bc yes^^

 i  walk across the dreadful hallway to my fathers office expecting the worst ofc

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 i  walk across the dreadful hallway to my fathers office expecting the worst ofc. i am met by my  mother at the door, she's crying. "please honey don't argue with him, i promise he means well" she says in a soft tone. Damn now I'm really worried. she hugs me slightly and proceeds to walk away. I enter the room, me and my father meet eyes . "Song Y/N sit down " I do as i am told not wishing to upset him. "Your going to get married to the don of the Hyeongjeae family" And at that very moment i feel my heart drop and completely shatter, i can feel my eyes tearing up but i must not show weakness in front of him, i will not give my father the bitter satisfaction of seeing me cry. "What the actual hell you sold me to him didn't you"? i blurt out. " How dare you talk to me like that im your father you better show me some respect, this is the only reason for your existence be thankful that he's close to your age". what the fuck? i walk out of the room and run straight to the bathroom. 

is what i would have done if i had the balls to do so

but sadly i didn't (and still don't)

so it really went like this...

 I enter the room, me and my father meet eyes . "Song Y/N sit down " I do as i am told not wishing to upset him. "Your going to get married to the don of the Hyeongjeae family" And at that very moment i feel my heart drop and completely shatter, i can feel my eyes tearing up but i must not show weakness in front of him, i will not give my father the bitter satisfaction of seeing me cry not now not ever. I have heard stories about them, the Hyeongjeae family, and the don especially, they say he is the most ruthless and dangerous man in Korea. Bang Chan is his name if im not wrong, they call him the wolf, they say he burned his father alive and drowned his mother at the age of 16 but im not certain. many stories are thrown to the maids and most of the time they are a bit off. But Just the though of his name scared me. They say his family isn't blood, and that did indeed intrigue me it was the first time ive heard of any such thing but and then again it  was considered wrong for women to know about any thing in our world, except for the obvious, simple little things our husbands, brothers, and uncles said a little to loudly. Finally i snap back to existence and process what my father just said.  " Yes father" is all i can muster the courage to say, their is no point in fighting back this is my fate i knew since the day i was born that i was only needed for this. "You will meet him later today go get dressed i asked the maids to prepare your dress, you will NOT mess this up" he says. i leave the office and head straight to my room. Once the door closed i ran into my bathroom shut the door turned the faucet on and cried. I cried for 10 minutes straight, i knew i had to look my best for him... The wolf... Bang Chan... my.... Husband

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SO HEY GUYSS I HOPE THAT YOU LIKED THIS AND 
IT ISNT TRASH:) I WILL TRY TO WRITE FASTER BUT MY MOTIVATION
IS AT ZERO LOVE YOUUUUUU 
PLEASE BE EXCITED FOR PART 2 <3

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