His Selfish Desires (Chavilire Series 3)

Kabanata 40

Kabanata 40

[ Cassidy's point of view ]

Since I had my second life because of the help of Calculus, it has always been imprinted on my mind what hell Alessandro put me through while he had me in his hands, while I was his wife.

He promised me a heaven but instead of that, he gave me hell. He ruined me, he shattered my heart into pieces and now that I just want to have a peaceful life with my daughter whom he tried to kill before, he's ruining it again.

Now that I have my beautiful face back, he wants me to become his wife again and he kept whispering a sweet I love you like he didn't despise me before because of my disfigured face.

"Ha, stop making me laugh." my eyes became emotionless as I stared to him. I'm tired, I'm tired to hear all of his lies. Akala ba niya porket lumipas ang tatlong taon ay makakalimutan ko ang mga ginawa niya noon?

Akala ba niya ay kaya ako nasa harapan niya ulit ay dahil gusto kong bumalik sa buhay niya? Pwes, nakakatawa siya.

"Sweetheart, I don't know what happened to you before. I don't know why are you acting like this, why we end up like this. I want an answer, I want your explanation." umupo na siya nang maayos.

Hinawakan niya ang dalawang braso ko habang binibigyan ako nang tingin na nangungusap. Mga mata niyang nag hahanap ng kasagutan. Bigla ay hindi ko mapigilan maisip kung bakit nga ba kami napunta sa ganitong sitwasyon.

Masaya naman kami hindi ba? Isa akong sikat na aktres, isa siyang mayaman na businessman at lahat ng tao sa paligid namin ay natanggap kung ano ang meron kami.

Ako ay nagawang mahalin siya sa kabila ng lahat ng ginawa niya.

Pareho nalang namin inaantay ang anak naming si Sasha nang masaya ngunit bakit sa isang iglap ay napunta sa ganito ang lahat? Bakit sa isang iglap ganito ang kinahantungan naming dalawa?

Ang labis na pagkalungkot na nararamdaman ko ay unti unting nawala. Hindi ko maiwasan mapangiti ng mapakla dahil sa aking naalala.

Tama, nagulo lang ang lahat samin dalawa simula nung dumating si Georgina. Si Georgina na tunay niyang mahal.

"Eldest young master, are you losing your mind?" mula sa tahimik na pagkakatitig ay hindi ko maiwasan mapangisi. Dahan dahan akong lumayo sa kanya at tinignan siyang mabuti sa mukha.

"I told you, I'm Demelza Evans."

"How long are you going to tell me that fucking lie?"

"Until you woke up in your delusion." seryoso kong saad. "Cassidy, stop playing this game anymore. How will you fucking explain why you are here in her condo? How can you explain your black eyes now? Alam mo bang sa pag sisinungaling mo ngayon ay sarili mo na lang ang niloloko mo." madiin niyang salita habang nag sisimulang mapuno ng galit ang mga mata niya.

"But that's the truth, you are the one who's fooling yourselves." malamig kong saad.

"Do you really know what happened 3 years ago to your wife? Did you know how I manage to get this condo even if it's own by her?" sa mga tinanong ko na yun ay wala siyang naisagot kaya naman napagdesisyonan kong ipag patuloy ang nais kong sabihin.