𝔾𝕠𝕕|𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝔻𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝕏𝔻𝕩𝕗𝕖𝕞 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 | 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜 1

Chapter 60:

Y/n's pov:

Shit.

Thats the only word that could describe what I was thinking.

Shit.

I felt so bad knowing everything that I was risking by leaving. Wilbur was probably pissed, Tommy was probably hurt, i was starting to loose confidence that this was the right choice. I adjusted my bag as i made my way through the cold tundra.

The cold froze my body as snow slapped me in the face. You would think that it would be at least a teeny bit warmer in the daytime but.. nope! Still cold as fuck. According to the coordinates that I got from Techno, the house should only be two more miles away. I stroked Lunars head as he trotted along in the snow. My mind was lost, completely lost. It wasn't until i saw the faint glimmer of Technoblade's cabin that I realized that I was safe.

Well, in a way. I know the voices in Techno's head are violent, aggressive, murderous, and blood hungry. And as far as I know, they are activated when Techno feels extreme pressure or when someone he cares a lot about is in danger.

I saw the cabin door open and the silloette of Techno stood at the cabin entrance. "Good to see you again" I said, sliding off Lunar as Techno walked up to me. "I still don't understand how you still trust me.." he mumbled, taking my bag. I cracked a smile, "Cause I trust that if it happens again, i'll be ready." I said. "I've trusted you many times before, but you seriously owe me one" i said, flicking his snout. "Of course." He said as we both went inside. Steve immediately greeted me with licks and happy sounds. "Hiya Steve!" I giggled, stroking his snow white fur. "I'm guessing my room is where it was last time?" I asked, looking up the stairs. "Yep" he sighed. "And once again though Y/n, i'm so sorry I didn't stop the voices-" "enough apologizing, i forgive you" i interrupted, patting his shoulder. We eventually sat down to have a cup of coffee. "So are you actually gonna fight in the war?" I asked nervously, taking a sip of the bitter but sweet coffee. "Yeah, I kinda owe Wilbur one for something. Well, that and him and Tommy are my brothers. They aren't gonna die on my watch or Phil will fuckin kill me" he said. "Wow looks like you owe everyone something" she giggled. "And I think its sweet that your taking care of them" His face went pink, "shut up..." he murmured, flustered. I smirked as I took another sip of coffee. "I don't know if leaving was a good idea... I probably hurt Tommy and Wilbur by doing it." I said, looking into the reflection of the coffee. "You did what you thought was right, and that's what matters" he said. "It was a odd decision since your so skilled on the battlefield but your reason is understandable"

"Yeah..." i said, imagining myself stabbing Schlatt in the chest and grinning. "When you go fight the war, save Schlatt for me to kill, we have some... history to say the least" i said, taking a sip. "Sure" he said, finishing his coffee. "Well, I'm probably gonna head off to bed now" I said, placing down the now empty mug. "Thanks for the coffee" he smirked. "No problem, get some sleep" he said as I got up from the sofa. "Night" i said, heading up the stairs.

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I held her diary in my hand as I flipped through the pages, caressing my fingers over her writing. She forget that I have access to her ender chest. I looked at the pages and my eyes lit up. 'I miss XD...' This was curious. I thought she hated me. And it seems that she does in a way. It must have been the way I acted. I felt.... Ashamed? I don't quite understand human emotions.

I just wanted to love somebody.

And that somebody is Y/n.

No matter how hard I tried.

Tried to forget about her.

I just can't.

My mind just goes back to that day.

When we first met.

I need another chance.

To prove myself.

Y/n has seen the bad side of me.

And it can never happen again.

I could loose her again.

And that cannot happen.

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