Why

When I walked down stairs there was someone there who had jake and had a gun pointed to his head I screamed and cried when I saw his eyes were closed and blood was steaming down his body I called the police and they found out he ran and killed himself and I ran to jake and felt for a pulse there was nothing I started balling my eyes out I called Matt and he told me he would be right over I went upstairs an checked on my loves and when I went back down I saw the paramedics putting a plastic wrap on my baby and I looked away and then I saw Matt and Kelly running in and hugging me and saying it was gonna be all right then I just started crying more i missed shay but then sylive came in an I'm just happy I have her then I saw her belly and Kelly's hand on it and they screamed were expecting Matt told me he already knew and then I was happy for them but sad for my sons life who was taken

I asked her how along the baby was and she said 4 months and I said you kept that from me that long we hugged and then they left I went up stairs and me and Matt had sex with no protection and then the next day we did it again an the next cause that's how we got over jakes death but then I noticed I started getting morning sickness and i told Matt to buy me 3 pregnancy test he did and i took it and paced back and forth till the timer went off me and Matt walked in and they all read positive