𝙼𝚢 𝚅 ◦ 𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕『𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚔𝚒𝚍𝚜』

~2.5~

Chapter #4

we met a bunch more times 

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just one extra-

i know im hot

n e ways

we hung out alot

we became best friends

we would meet almost everyday

after all this

i started falling for him

i liked everything abt him (i still do)

i loved how he stuffed his face with food

i loved his smile when he was happy

i loved his squishy cheeks

i loved his frightened face when i scared him 

i loved his laugh

i loved how his eyes gleamed in the moonlight

i loved how he would pout when he wanted me to buy him cheesecake

i loved his excited face when he was showing me a song he produced

i loved the way he raps

i loved the way he ran up to me screaming "minnie hyungg!!"

i loved the way he hugged

i loved the warmth of his hand in mine

i was in love for the first time

but it was hard to accept those feelings

because all my life i was told i would be kicked out of the house if i was gay

my parents made me keep distance from my gay friends

i didnt mind them being gay 

but they did

i wanted to accept these feelings

 but my brain kept blocking out the feelings my heart was sending to it

all i needed was a little help 

and i did get it

ill tell you abt that in the next chapter 

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A few seconds ago