Hate Mate

I'll make him mine

Jungkook's pov:
I had to go to the college garden to calm down myself. This is not my secret location, but I come here often whenever I  face a crisis.

And I can't believe hoseok did this to me!. Each and every time I am running away from him. I am brought to him every now and then! If not my parents, then my friends!

It was gonna be another perfect day, but hoseok brought him up! And how will I answer his question??
Cause I got a fucking boner because of you and I don't wanna be gay???
Ughh it's driving me insane. It's all his fault! Why does he become so beautiful??! And why does he have to be a guy?! I can't control myself whenever I see him, so I'm trying my best to avoid him and move on.  If he is gonna be around be, I can't date or like anybody else!

"Kookie-ah! I'm sorry!" Said hoseok running to me, they know I'll be in this spot
" I'm sorry, its all my fault! I should have talked about this to you beforehand  but you see, I thought you would not come if I told you before  we went to the canteen "
" there is no point in saying sorry  hoseok hyung "( note hoseok and jimin is in 2nd year and jin and namjoon in third year and tae and kookie same age) " what done is done!"
" Kookie-ah don't get angry with hoseok! He never tried it to do anything wrong to you.. actually, we all had this in mind... " said jin hyung

" Kookie don't worry,  we won't try it anymore. Yoongi asked us to tell you sorry from his side for everything he did to you and he even said tell jungkook he doesn't need to worry anymore since you guys will be seeing each other for just 5 months and after he graduates he will be moving out" - taehyung

" What moving out?!!"

"Yes, he said you only need to bear him for 5 months, and he will be totally gone from your life" - jimin
...

All I ever wanted was him to disappear from my life so I can live without any worries, but this feels horrible! If he moves out, we will probably never see each other. I don't want that! Please, I don't want him to go from my side. Probably I look like a lunatic in front  of my friends right now, but the  thought of him actually leaving makes my heart tight. Everytime  I say I wanted him to leave, I never thought there would be a time he will completely disappear from me. Even after college, I thought I will be seeing him because our parents would somehow make us see each other atleast once in a while.
But if he goes somewhere far, I won't get to see him at all since I'm all tangled up in this college mess. Ughh, I'm going nuts. I wanna ask him where he is planning  to go?  Maybe in the future he can stay at my new place with me, and produce my kids and look after them together? I wanna go ask hi-.... wait, I'm being gay?? I don't wanna be one! I don't wanna be gay! He can't produce my kids for me cause he is a guy! How can I like a guy? But I like yoongi.. I don't want him to leave my side... I have always liked him ever since I first saw him when he was 13, and I was 10....
" jungkook  are you okay?" -taehyung
" Ya you don't look too good" - namjoon
"Koo-
I could hear them murmuring before I finally lost my consciousness  and then everything turned black

Taehyung's pov:
I always knew this plan was gonna be a big flop, but since hoseok was determined, I didn't feel like changing his mind. Jungkook never told me the actual reason either but I always had my suspicion, the way jungkook look at yoongi, if he doesn't see him anywhere he will ask me to come for a  walk with him to the entire place and when he see yoongi, he will stop and say let's go back. How much ever he pretends to not care or hate him the most, he always finds a way to look for him without any suspicion. When jungkook had his first girlfriend, I thought I was just making up stuffs that jungkook like yoongi, but after his breakup, my suspicion grew even more.. and now I feel like i got a clear answer for my suspicion. jungkook do like yoongi so much. What he said in there is true, he can never see yoongi like a friend. But why is he doing this? Why pretend to hate him when you like him?
There is only one conclusion I can bring up is that, Jungkook is homophobic and he doesn't wanna be gay.. 

Since being his best friend I wanna sort out the problem in his heart, but I can't bring myself to..maybe at some point, even I started liking yoongi... After  yoongi accidentally peeped Jungkook showering, I started messing around with him. I always wanted to talk to him, but that opportunity was just perfect. Whenever I am with him, I feel like I'm creating a special bond with him. and yesterday was just a trial for me to confirm my feelings for him, Just like he is injecting his essence in me everytime I am with him, I want him, but since Jungkook is my best friend and he likes yoongi even before me.. I'll give him a chance... if he doesn't make any move within the next 4 months and treat yoongi shit like every time, then I'll make him mine..

Things would be harder for me if kookie ever tell me his true feelings about yoongi to me,  then when I finally get my chance to make the move.. I might lose my friendship that feels so dear to me. I dont wanna lose both of them...

(a/n : y'all tell me who is better choice for yoongi?

Taehyung or Jungkook?

There is one thing still unknown 🤫

what's yoongi's sexual orientation?

let me know what you think😝 )