Love. I wonder what it is. Love is something I am unable to comprehend.
Friendship, I am able to imagine on my own and observing others. I have experienced deep friendship myself, as well, with Akira. Although I am not so sure what my relationship with Akira is right now.
Back to love. I haven't experienced love before. Love doesn't seem to be something you can simply imagine. I need to experience it.
Is what I have with Shigure considered love? My heart races at times when I am with him. I enjoy his company and crave it. I think about him everyday. Perhaps it is love.
However... there's Mami. She's probably the one Shigure loves. The way that he looks at her, it's like they're the only ones in the room. That time in the band room... when Mami cried, Shigure immediately patted her head and comforted her. I remember... remember the feeling of insignificance, hurt and loneliness. The pain in my chest screamed at me and tears pricked at my eyes when I stared at them then. I hate that feeling. Is that what love means?
I don't understand, Shigure. What is love?
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