Hugging and crying

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10 years earlier



I just cried in his arms, Bojan didn't say anything he just let me cry in his arms, it felt really good. I never wanted to leave his embrace, he made me feel like I was worth something, he made me feel so loved. We were still standing at the doorstep but I didn't mind, I just wanted him close to me. "Can you please tell me what happened? he asked me almost whispering. "I I I just want to hug right now" I said back to him still hiding my face in his neck. "That's alright" he said back and he laid his hand on my head and caressing it. We stood in the doorstep what felt for hours but it was actually a few minutes. I let go of his embrace and I walked inside Bojan closed the door and followed me, I went up to my room because if my parents came home from work and I was crying in the arms of Bojan they would want to know everything what had happened and I didn't want my parents to get involved in all this shit, this was between her and me and now Bojan. When we entered my room I closed the door behind me and locked it. Bojan looked confused at me "oh I don't want anyone to interrupt my venting moment with you" I just casually said. Bojan already sat on my bed he padded his hand at the spot next to me "come sit next to me and tell me what happend" "okay" I said and I sat next to him on my bed. " and when I tell you I want to know everything I mean it so please don't hide anything from me okay" he said calmly and I just nodded. " well it all happened when I told you guys I was going to the bathroom at lunch" I began my story.

"Well because everyone knows that he belongs to me" she said to me a a a and I didn't know what to say back so I just said that you guys never dated and she just told me that everyone thinks that I stole you from her. And as I was about to walk away she pulled my hair and I don't know what happened but at that moment everything in my mind went black and I slapped her. After that sentence I looked at Bojan and he was a bit shocked because I normally don't hit people well atleast not straight away. "Did she gave you the blue eye after that?" He asks me and I nodded "but I didn't stop there" I said to him and could see on Bojans face that he became sad or something, Bojan was bad at hiding his emotions so you could see on his face how he felt. "She slapped me first and after that we began to fight, well she started to hit me and at one point I was at the ground and she kept hitting me and I had a bloody nose but she didn't stop there" I said with tears in my eyes and Bojan began to hug me again. "She only stoped when the bell rang" I finished the story. "What a bitch" was the fist thing Bojan said. "And I was walking out of the bathroom and I was ashamed" I almost whispered "what" Bojan said and he stoped hugging me and grabbed my face so I could look him in the eyes. "Why were you ashamed?" He asked me "well I was ashamed because I couldn't defend myself" I said to him" "and I was most ashamed for you.... I was scared of what you would think of me, I was scared that you would think that I was weak of a coward" I said still looking in his eyes "honey, I don't want you EVER to think about that, I'm NEVER ashamed of you and I never will be okay, I want you to remember that." He said we were still looking at each other and when he said that I just broke down again and cried in his arms again. "Hey why don't you put something more comfortable on and go lay in bed while I get us some snacks okay?" He said to me "why?" I asked him "well duh we are gonna have the best movie night well movie afternoon ever" he said to me and he walked out of my room to get snacks. I did as he said and putted something more comfortable on and I just laid in my bed. After a while Bojan was back with a lot of my favorite snacks and drinks. "You know that you're the best boyfriend in the world right?" I asked him and he laughed and said "well of course I know" he said jokingly. We watched my favorite movies for the rest of the afternoon and at one point a fell asleep on his shoulder. When I woke up it was already dark outside and when I looked  to the spot next to me it was empty. I grabbed my phone to look at the time 20:45 hm I slept quite long a thought to myself. I looked over to my nightstand and there was a note from Bojan. I grabbed it and I read it:

Hey love,
I didn't wanted to wake you up.
Sorry I had to go, I'd rather be there when you wake up but I have band practice and the guys already want to kill me because I'm late. I'm sorry but I will come back tomorrow okay? We both will call in sick tomorrow and we will do the same as today. Well gotta go.
I love you ❤️

I love when Bojan leaves me messages behind. I hope that the band doesn't kill him because since he is with me he is late to practice or doesn't even show up sometimes. I was too tired to eat dinner and my parents probably didn't even left me something so I just grabbed my headphones and played one of my favorite songs of that time and I closed my eyes to sleep again.


A/N
next chapter is in Bojans POV :)
And like HELLLOOOOO can we talk about the Stožice gig and especially the outfits WOW I think that that will be my Roman Empire

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