Save Me...SOLBY

•Part 4•

TW:SA,Abuse

Colby's POV:

I was walking to Sam's to inform Katrina that he has detention but I'm worried about him. That teacher his name is Mr.Paul and he's a real perv mainly to Sam. In the middle of lesson he would be looking at Sam and just staring at him licking his lip.
Every time he did it,it made me physically sick and I wanted to just say something to Sam but Sam would never come to school again. Now Sam has to spend 3 hours with him and I'm scared.
If he does anything Sam would tell us 100%. Calm down Colby he'll be fine. I told myself. I made my way to Sam's and knocked on the door. Katrina opened the door and looked so annoyed but when she saw me she smiled.
"Hello Colby! How are you?" She asked welcoming me in "Hey Kat I'm good how are you?" I asked her being polite. "Yeah I'm good! What brings you here and where's Sam?" She asked "he has a three hour detention...but um he should be back soon" I told her. She immediately looked mad as fuck.
"Okay. Thank you for telling me Colby" she sounded like she wanted to kill Sam. I've always wondered about their relationship Sam never actually opens up about it. "Colby actually do you wanna stay for a little? I could deal with a little company" she said twirling her hair around.
"Sure" I replied i could get her to open up about their relationship but at the same time...is it really my business? Me and Katrina both sat down and she started talking and making jokes with me.

Sam's POV:

I didn't wanna go there I was terrified. He seems to just treat me differently to the other students and I don't know what I did.
I made my way to his classroom and sat down in my chair I was supposed to be taking Katrina out today as well...She's gonna fucking kill me she's at home all alone.
FUCK. I heard the door slam closed and I flinched. He walked over to me and grabbed my chin "Sooo~" he slurred,I shivered when he said that. "Back up..." I said quietly he gave me a disgusting look. Before I knew it I was thrown to the floor and pinned up to the wall.
As his face was so close to mine I got really scared. He put his hand on my knees and slid them up and down my thighs. I just looked up to keep the tears in.
"Sam~" he whispered in my ear as he hand made its way up to my chest. I just wanted to push him off me but I'm pinned against the wall I can't do nothing about it.
He started kissing me which made me super uncomfortable. He kissed me roughly and it hurt I wanted all of this to be over. This hands were all over me and I could feel myself going into a panic attack.
"Well Sam this was fun~" he slurred as he went to his desk. That was it my legs gave out and I fell to the floor. He walked over to me and I froze. "Your being dramatic I barely did anything" he said with a slap to my face.
"You can leave and if you DARE tell anyone I swear." He threatened I nodded as I rushed out the room and ran home.
I swung open the door and ran upstairs to the bathroom. I ran the hot water and just the hot water no cold water. I took off my clothes and just sat there under the hot water ignoring that it was burning my skin.
After a few minutes of crying I got out but his hands were still on me! I threw myself into the wall and pulled my hair.
I got changed into a hoodie and some tracksuit bottoms,I heard a knock on the door "YEAH?!" I shouted making sure they can hear me. "Yo Sam are you okay? You kinda just ran up here" I heard Colby say.
Why is he here? I thought to myself I brushed it off as nothing. I walked out of the bathroom and Colby just looked at me. He walked over to me and I just froze the memories recalled in my head.
Colby hugged me and brought me downstairs to Kat. She just looked at me like she wanted to kill me,I kissed her on the head "Hello love...I'm sorry I ran upstairs and didn't say hello to you I deeply apologise..." I said and I was sorry she looked so upset by it.
Colby just looked at me weirdly like this wasn't normal. "Anyway I'm going back home I think my moms making dinner I'll see y'all on the weekend?" Colby said leaving.
Now it was just me and Katrina. "ONE. YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A TOTAL IDIOT! TWO YOU NEVER.EVER. GO UPSTAIRS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY HELLO TO ME." She shouted hitting me.
She started doing everything that she used to do. Kick me punch me until I bleed but usually she would stop when I bleed but this time she didn't she kept going.
I don't know how I still love her after this but for some reason I do and I can't wrap my head around how...
After what felt like forever she stopped "Make that mistake again i will kill you" She said going up to her room.
She left me there shaking as blood is pouring out of my nose and all of my hands. I don't even know how she got my hands bloody. All I know is that I wanted her to kill me she would be doing me a favour.
I don't wanna be alive. No one knows what goes on behind my smile and I want it to stay like that. No one knows what Katrina is really like and she was never like this before she was a lovely,beautiful,kind lady I don't know what I did...
"SAM DO THE FUCKING DISHES CLEAN THE HOUSE. DONT JUST LAY THERE DO SOMETHIN USEFUL FOR ONCE IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE!" She screamed as it echoed through the house.
I rapidly got up and started cleaning up the house although I've done everything I still washed over the sides,tidied the couch,cleaned the TV and went out and even got her flowers. I set the flowers on the couch and light some candles.
I sat on the couch and just moved things around a little just to make it look more tidy for her. I waited for her to come downstairs but she never did.
I walked slowly up to her room as I was in immense pain as well. She was sleeping I smiled at the fact that she was curled up to the blankets and sleeping. Then I got this sharp pain in my stomach that's when my smile dropped.
"Fuck..." I whispered out,holding onto the wall for support. I stumbled over to my room and leaned against the door. My stomach hurt like crazy and I don't know if it was because I haven't been eating or because Katrina kept kicking me.
I laid down on my bed and just let the tears run down my face. "SAM CAN YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP IM TRYING TO SLEEP!" Katrina screamed through the walls.
"SORRY" I shouted back.
I curled up to the blankets as they caught my tears for me since no one else would. I could sleep I was far to I don't know how to explain it but you know when your stuck with traumatic memories and you can't think of anything else but that.
I was shaking and I was so tempted to call Elton or even Colby but I decided against it because otherwise they would worry and I don't want anyone worrying about me.

I know I write a lot about SA and I know it's a sensitive topic but because people say "oh why did you scream or shout for help" I just wanna show why you can't do any of that and I just wanted to prove a point that it's not only women it's men to and it's fucked up.

Anyway take care <3