To Ethan

It's better for you

To Ethan: you want to forget about me?

From Ethan: I think so, yes

To Ethan: so you've decided? you took your time to think about us and you decided to forget about me?

From Ethan: It's better for you

To Ethan: hell no, it isn't. you can't speak for me

From Ethan: I'm a fucking mess. I can't make you happy I couldn't save you

To Ethan: you've saved me several times. you save me ALL THE TIME.
To Ethan: and as long as you're here and alive, i'm perfectly fine!

From Ethan: I'm living and quietly bleeding. This can't be healthy
From Ethan: What if I don't want to be fucking alive

To Ethan: let me save you too. please.

From Ethan: Aubrey, some people can't be saved

To Ethan: yes they can. whatever you're going through, i'll be right here and help you. you know i'm always here for you

From Ethan: Being in a relationship with a depressed mess is fucking exhausting, Aubrey

To Ethan: well let me tell you I DON'T CARE because i'm here for YOU

From Ethan: Well I do care
From Ethan: Nothing's fucking changed since the day we met

To Ethan: you don't need drugs. you need someone

From Ethan: Aubrey stop

To Ethan: no, ethan, i'm not just letting you go. relationship or not, you deserve someone pulling you up and i'm going to be that person

From Ethan: Aubrey, save yourself. Stop trying to save people who will keep falling nevertheless
From Ethan: You deserve someone who makes you happy, not drag you down

To Ethan: ethan, you make me fucking happy
To Ethan: you could be doing nothing with me, i'd still be fucking happy
To Ethan: but screw it, i don't need to be happy
To Ethan: we can be broken together
To Ethan: i don't want the perfect love story with gifts and road trips and disneyland and sappy monologues
To Ethan: i just want YOU. nothing more, nothing less. i NEED you. just you, the way you are, the way you think. just you. ever thought about that?