To Ethan

I miss her

New direct message from @onesadville

Jackson: you haven't replied last time :P

You: oh yeah sorry, i must've forgotten to do that, sorry

Jackson: Don't apologize, just talk to me instead :)

You: okay ha, so how are you?

New direct message to @invisiblescars

You: what do you mean? did she get...?

ethan: Yes

You: you said you know jackson personally...

ethan: We go to the same school, we play on the same team. He dated my sister.

You: did he...?

ethan: Yes, he did that to my sister. She didn't report him or anything because she loved him. She wasn't even ready when they did it but he "convinced" her that she was.
ethan: And after that he continued treating her and many other girls like toys, even on Twitter with all those nudes he gets on snapchat.
ethan: He is a terrible person.

You: this is awful

ethan: Are you going to stop talking to Jackson?

Jackson

Jackson: I'm not that good, tbh. I'm actually triggered right now

You: what's wrong?

Jackson: I just can't take this anymore

You: no, are you harming yourself again? 

Jackson: I can't, not now
Jackson: I miss her
Jackson: I don't know what to do without her
Jackson: I can't believe she's dead
Jackson: I didn't even get to apologize

ethan

You: did you say your sister was his girlfriend?

ethan: Yes. Before she took her life because of that fucking prick.

You: she committed because of him?
You: oh my god, seriously i'm so sorry. i have no words, this is just terrible
You: but he's really sorry, i think he is beating himself up for this right now

ethan: Yeah. Sure. Be fooled, Aubrey.

Jackson

You: please calm down, don't do anything stupid, i'm serious

Jackson: This isn't easy you know? I really loved her
Jackson: I didn't want it to end this way
Jackson: I really can't do this, I will be back later

You: fuck, no, don't, i beg you, would you just please talk to me

ethan

You: he's really broken because of that, i think he's doing things to himself right now

ethan: Aubrey, he is not broken. He refuses to believe that it was because of him. He doesn't feel bad. He never cared.

You: no, he is devastated because of his loss!

ethan: HIS loss? Are you fucking kidding me?

You: he loved her, he still does

ethan: You're not going to believe him, are you?

You: i know exactly what i'm doing.

ethan: Heck, no you don't.