Me , Myself and I

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The devil isn't a little red man with big scary horns , the worst mistake the devil did was convincing people he was real ,

I sat to myself thinking asking and most importantly doubting ,

if these walls  could talk they would say

" You are too young to be this damaged "

And I would cry and scream because those walls have seen it all

if these walls could talk they would say

"' Something inside of you died that day and it hasn't been the same"

And I would cry and scream because those walls have seeing all

if these walls could talk they would say

" you are damaged beyond repair "

And I would cry and scream because those walls have seeing all

Is there even a point at healing at this point , my insides are burning and turning , the voices inside my head are screaming

I take one step forward and three steps back , and it's killing me , it's draining the life out of me I look at myself in the mirror, not recognizing who I am anymore , what have become of me , who am I ?

I hate these feeling and if I'm honest with myself why do I have to be this way , why would my mind be the downfall of me