Me , Myself and I

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 As much as I try to run away from my past it ,it always catches up to me , the remanence of my past , it's funny because if I'm completely honest , I am a liar ,I am a deceiver and most importantly I am lying to myself by hiding under this facade of the noble man that has everything in his life figured out , this facade that helps me fill this endless void inside of me , the loneliness that floats around of me , and as much as I try to fill it with meaningless relationships and friends ,it's never the answer , and I know that but I try to lie to myself about it , when I see happiness I grab it but it slides down between my fingers and I lose it " Lonely but never alone" is my curse , but every curse has a loophole at the end , or I hope so .