Best thing (Pordee x Pandee)

The truth

Anntonia POV

In the midst of chaos, when everything feels like it's spinning out of control, sometimes all you can do is pray. Pray for clarity, for peace, for the storm to subside and for the path forward to become clear.

Michelle had been a cornerstone of my life for many years. She was more than just a partner, she was my rock, my confidante, my inspiration. I thought she was the one for me, but as time went on, doubts began to creep in.

The decision to end things with her weighed heavily on my heart. I knew it would hurt her, and the thought of causing her pain tore me apart. Yet, deep down, I knew it was the right thing to do.

After I left her, the flood of missed calls and messages from Michelle only served to deepen the guilt and uncertainty I was feeling. But I couldn't bring myself to answer any of them. I couldn't face the pain in her voice, the hurt in her words.

Do I regret my decision? No, I don't

Because despite the heartache, I know that leaving her was the best thing for both of us. Michelle deserves someone who can give her the love and certainty she deserves, and I couldn't offer her that anymore.

I left her because I wasn't sure of my own feelings anymore. The uncertainty gnawed at me, eating away at the foundation of our relationship. And though it was a painful choice to make, I knew it was necessary for both of our sakes.

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It's a truth we often try to avoid or deny: that love, despite its promises of forever, can change in ways we can't really explain. Even after spending years with someone, there's no guarantee that the love we once felt will remain unchanged. Change is inevitable; it's the one constant in life

I remember the day when I woke up and realized that something fundamental had shifted within me. The love I once felt for her had somehow faded away, leaving behind an emptiness I couldn't ignore. It wasn't a conscious decision; I didn't want it to happen. I wanted to stay, to hold on to what we had, and to find contentment in our relationship. But deep down, I knew it wasn't right for me to stay if I no longer felt the same way

I still loved her, of course. She was my best friend, my confidante, and my partner in all things. But the spark that once ignited our love had dimmed, and I couldn't ignore the truth any longer. I wasn't in love with her anymore, and I didn't know how or why it happened...

It just did...

The decision to end things was one of the hardest I've ever had to make. Not only was I letting go of our romantic relationship, but I was also risking the loss of the deep friendship we had built over the years. It felt like tearing apart a piece of myself, knowing that it would leave a void that might never be filled

But that's the thing about life...

Sometimes you have to let go of something or someone in order to make room for what truly belongs in your heart

And though it may be painful in the moment, I believe that letting go is the only way for both of us to find the happiness and fulfillment we deserve.