My Life With BIGBANG

Chapter 4: Appear, Disappear

I asked him why he came back, but he didn't say a word. 

He helped me sit on the nearest chair.

"Hey, I asked you why did you come back."

He sighed.

"Not that I am concerned. But I didn't want Youngbae and Seungri end up fighting just because of a klutz like you and by the way, you're kinda heavy, klutz"

I blushed. 

OK, I've had it with his name-calling.

I tapped his shoulder.

"Kwon Jiyong. I have a name, it's not klutz it's Lizzie. Stop your name-calling because it's very rude and annoying." I said.

He looked at my hand then back at me. He glared at me actually. 

I got his point so I removed my hand on his shoulder.

"OK you see, I am grateful that you stayed behind but if we will not get along might as well leave me alone." then I stood up and started to walk. 

This time faster yet tiny steps at a time.

"Ya, where are you going?" he asked.

I didn't look at him and I grabbed the door knob.

"I mean it, Mr. Kwon Ji Yong. If you have no plans of getting along with me please, as soon as I get back from God-knows-where this feet will take me, I don't want to see your face here or wherever." I said in a sarcastic voice.

Then I walked out of my room. 

I was a feet away from the nurse's station when my knee gave out. 

I fell.

yeah, my back was sore.

I could see that my eyes were clouding up with tears. 

I tried to stand, then I heard footsteps, running towards me. 

I didn't dare to look. 

so i stood up, though it hurt, he held my arm and assisted me.

"do you have to fall the second time around, klu-i mean Liz?" he said.

"I didn't do it on purpose. It just so happen i lost my strength, I think the medications are kicking in." I said as I wiped away my tears.

"Where are you going actually?" he asked.

"I just wanted some fresh air." I said with one eyebrow raised. He looked at me and said,

"I'm offering you my help and I promise I'll try my best to behave." he said and flashed me his smile.

Then my heart started to beat really fast and then again. 

I can feel my cheeks getting warmer.

He smiled. He actually smiled at me. 

He stared and guessed he noticed.

"Are you blushing? or do you have a fever?" he asked.

I shook my head and said,

"Why would I be blushing..." then we slowly walked.

We reached the bench area just outside the hospital. 

It was my first time to see lots of stars during night time.