Johnnie pov
Jake I like you" I say looking at him he looks at me "ew wtf you fag why would I ever like you" he says disgusted I feel tears in my eyes as I look at him I run away him yelling at me to run away and he doesn't want to he friends anymore.
I wake up in a cold sweat I look around I look at my clock shot its 2am I think about my dream tears in my eyes I realize and get up stumbling out my door and down the hall into the bathroom leaving the door open I walk over to the sink and splash cold water on my face as I look up into the mirror "fuck" I whisper studying myself upset about what I'm seeing my makeup I forgot to take off running down my face my tears filled eyes damn I was ugly why would Jake ever like me I look at my bag and get a makeup wipe taking off my makeup I look at myself and sigh I turn off the light and walk into the kitchen turning on the light grab a cup from the cupboard and filling it up with water I pull out my phone and sit on one of stools while scrooling through tiktok.
I chug down my water and turn off my phone "Johnnie?" I hear someone say I turn around and see Jake he rubs his eyes he looks tired "sorry did I wake you?" I ask putting my cup on the sink "kinda of what are you doing awake" he asks looking at the time "oh I uhm just had a nightmare" I say nodding walking towards my room he follows "what happened in the nightmare" he asks "it was nothing I'm okay Jake" I say opening my door before i could shut it he grabs my wrist and spins me around making me look at him I try my best not to blush "Johnnie tell me what happened" he says looking at me I look away "just a stupid thing it doesn't matter" I say he grabs my chin and makes me look at him "Johnnie I know when your lying tell me" he says his voice growing a little more serious I slightly blush "it was just me confessing to my crush that I like them and them rejecting me" I say he looks at me "Johnnie who would ever reject you your a nice guy" he says hands on my shoulders smiling I smile "so who is it we don't hangout with meny people" he says I laugh "it doesn't matter" I say smiling "please tell me!" He begs I roll my eyes smiling "I will tell you soon but I'm tired" I say walking into my room looking at me "okay goodnight Johnnie" he says smiling "goodnight Jake" I say smiling I close my door and lay in my bed as I hear his door shut.
I stare at the ceiling not being able to sleep I look at my clock as it read 4 it hasn't been that long since me and Jake talked that's the reason I can't sleep is because I didn't tell him and now its bothering me I sigh "fuck it" I whisper grabbing my phone off my desk and text Jake
Jake 💕
[Its you]
Is all I text I shut off my phone and flip over facing the wall as I shut my eyes finally being able to sleep.
I wake up in the morning looking at the time 8am I groan and stretch as I get up walking out and going into the bathroom doing stuff you usually do in the morning, I look out the window its raining I think I guess I don't have to wear makeup today it can just be a little lazy day I smile and walk out going into the kitchen getting water and drinking it I look at the dishes "fuck" I groan seeing someone needs to do them I sigh and roll up my sleeves doing them one by one loaded into the dishwasher.
I put the last dish into the dishwasher and fill it up with salt and turning it on I wipe off my hands and go and sit on the couch as I lay looking out the rainy window I think of what to do I guess I could walk down to the corner shop and grab some breakfast for me and Jake I look outside its sprinkling I should be fine, I grab my wallet and put on my shoes as I walk outside and down the street,
I walk into the store and look around I walk over to the fridge section and grab myself a chocolate milk and Jake one too i look around what would Jake like I just shrug and grab Jake some doughnuts I grab some doughnuts too we need some other things for the house I grab Jake some monsters for when he wants some I grab eggs and milk and cooking stuff like Pam spray and others I grab snacks for me and him I go to the front and pay and walk out with 2 bags and milk as it starts pouring down on me great I speed walk back down the street, I go inside the house soaking wet and cold I put the grocery stuff on the counter "where we're you?" I hear I jump and look behind me as Jake sits on the couch looking at me how did I not see him? I thought "oh uhm just to the corner store" I say as I put some of the stuff away "I'm guessing it was raining because your soaking wet and shivering" he says with a chuckle I nod "I got you some breakfast" I say put his doughnuts and chocolate milk on the table he smiles and walks to the counter grabbing them "thanks Johnnie" he says smiling I nod "I also got you some monsters and snacks for later when your hungry" I say pointing at the bag he nods "I'm going to go change real quick" I say walking to my room,
I change and walk back out grabbing my breakfast sitting next to Jake on the couch as I eat, I get up and throw away my trash as I walk down the hall but before I could Jake talks "yk I saw your text from last night you were up pretty late from when we talked" he says I stop and look at him blushing a little he smiles "I couldn't sleep" I say looking at him he nods "so about that text" he says smirking a bit I blush a little and look away he gets up from the couch and walks over to me grabbing my chin making me look at him "you have a little crush on me" he whispers in my ear I blush as he pulls away looking at me smirking I nod looking at the ground "no need to be nervous Johnnie" he says smirking I blush "I like you too Johnnie" he says smiling I look at him shocked he nods smiling as he hugs me his head in my shoulder I hug him back smiling "Johnnie will you be my boyfriend" he says into my shoulders "yes Jake" I say chuckling he smiles and wraps his hand around my waist smiling as we both hold eachother in one another's arms.<3
