Jake's pov
I sit at a grave the sun going down slowly I smile wiping tears from my eyes " isn't the sunset beautiful today" I say to the grave tears falling down my face as I look at the grave the carved words saying Johnnie guilbert I can't help but let out a sob "God Johnnie why did you have to leave me alone gosh I wish you were here" I say as I lay next to the grave crying "Tara misses you Johnnie we all do I wished you knew that I should've told you alot more" I whisper looking at the sky "Johnnie I should've told you that I was in love with you but God I was scared I mean who wouldn't like you Johnnie your so funny and kind and God damn pretty" I say turning my head looking at the grave tears in my eyes I smile imagining he was there right with me us holding hands as we watched the sunset together me confessing my love for him and us having a happy life "God Johnnie I know you had problems but I didn't know they were this bad you could've asked me for help i would've helped" I say looking at the sky "but atleast I know your in a better place Johnnie and some day I will join you there some day we will see eachother again and we won't have to separate again like we did" I say looking at the sky I watch as a black butterfly Flys and lands on Johnnie grave I let out a few sobs "Jesus Johnnie your here" I say tears in my eyes
Flash back
When I die Jake I will come back as a black butterfly so you know I will be there with you no matter what" Johnnie says to me I smile "your not dying anytime soon Johnnie" I say with a smile "but when I die I will come back as a blue butterfly and we can fly together!" I say
End of Flash back
You really meant it Johnnie God" I say with a chuckle as I sit up looking at the butterfly "God I miss you Johnnie I might have to join you" I say looking at the butterfly as It Flys and lands on my nose I smile "you miss me too Johnnie" I say smiling as I stand up it lands on my hand "I have to go Johnnie I will be back again" I say it Flys up and Flys away into the sky I can't help but shed a few tears as I walk to my car and leave.
☆next day☆
Jake's pov
I walk into the graveyard but this time not alone I have sam and colby with me "you sure about this Jake you think he's gonna come through" colby asks as we stop at Johnnies grave and sit down "I know he will" I say looking at them I turn my head "hey Johnnie I'm back but I'm not alone this time" I say smiling as I talk to the grave "I have Sam and colby here" I say smiling as I look at Sam and colby as they smile "hi Johnnie" they both say smiling I look at them then notice something a black butterfly again flying I over to me landing on my hand I smile a few tears fall from my eye "he's here" I say they nod and bring out the spirt box were doing the etas method to see if Johnnie will come through Sam's the one who goes under "hello?" I ask out as I look up from my hand a few seconds go bye "hello" sam repeats I smile "who is this" colby asks as we wait "Richard" sam says I sigh and look at me hand "Richard can you grab a man named Johnnie for us please" colby asks I slightly smile and look at Sam.
a few minutes go by "hello" sam repeats "is this Johnnie?" I ask looking at colby then sam "yes" sam says I feel tears in my eyes colby smiles and leans over hugging me "he's actually here" I say tears in my eyes smiling "Johnnie it's Jake and colby your talking to sam rn" I say tears falling down my face as I talk "there was a laugh then some said they were happy" sam says I smile "Johnnie we have missed you so much man" colby says I nod wiping the tears from my eyes sam takes off his headphones tears in his eyes as he smiles "what?" Colby asks "the laugh it sounded like Johnnie's and at the end it said I love you Jake" sam looks at me tears in his eyes I chuckle tears falling down my face "I love you too Johnnie" I say to the grave as we get up "we will come back again soon" they say I nod "we love you Johnnie and hope to talk to you again soon goodbye" they say and walk back to the car "I will be there in a second" I say they nod I look back back the grave "I love yiu Johnnie and I will visit again when I can" I say tears rolling down my face as I look at the grave "goodbye my love" I say as I walk away another day passing bye but today was the best one yet. <3
