Johnnie's pov
I stare at the wall its maybe 3 in the morning I can't sleep I haven't been able to for past 4 days I barley leave my room anymore I barely even want to talk to Jake I haven't eaten in awhile Jake has brought a few things to my door but I haven't grabbed them, I flip in my bed I feel tears in my eyes "why the fuck do I feel like this" I yell hitting my head as I shove my face into the pillows crying,
I sob into my pillows feeling empty "Johnnie?" I here from the door shit its Jake "Johnnie can i come in?" He asks I dont answer as I wipe my eyes i hear the door open I cover my face with the pillow "Johnnie I know your awake I heard you yell" he says I sigh and take off the pillow he slightly smiles at me as he sits next to me "Johnnie why are you crying" he asks moving my hair out of my face I slightly blush and sit up "i-i don't feel good I don't feel like myself rn" I say upset he nods "Johnnie you sound stressed about something" he says looking at me I shrug he sits his back against the head board and looks at me "are you upset about anything" he asks I shake my head no I sit up and lay my back against his chest smiling,
he smiles and plays with my hair "why are you up so late" he asks "I haven't been able to sleep for the past few days" I say leaning into his touch "I could help with that" he says as he lays down pulling me with him he wraps his hands around my waist my head in his chest I blush but smile I get comfortable leaning my head into his chest,
he continues playing with my hair, he pulls the covers over us smiling "feeling better" he whispers I nod into his chest smiling "God Johnnie your smile is so cute" he says as he looks down at me I blush and look up at him "no need to blush" he says smiling he kisses my forehead "I like you Jake" I blurt out looking at him "I know" he says smiling I smile "I like you too Johnnie" he says, I smile and lay my head into his chest as I rest my eyes "will you be my boyfriend Johnnie" he asks I nod smiling he smiles and kisses the top of my head "have a good sleep Johnnie" he whispers as he holds me and plays with my hair untill I fall asleep in his arms smiling. <3
