Tell Me Why

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Tell me why do

I have to deal

With a lot of

Bad thing?

Tell me why I am 

I never alone when  

I need it the most?

Tell me why 

I just want everything

To just end ?

Tell me why I 

Cant stand up for

My self or what I 

Believe in when I

Need to the most?

Tell me why I  have to 

Deal with all your drama 

When I have my own 

To put up with everyday?

Tell me why all

The good people 

Suffer the most,

And tell me why the 

Bad people are

Always the happy ones?

Tell me why I 

Can't be a good 

Person and not 

Suffer as much ?

Tell me why I have 

To cry myself To 

Sleep most nights?

Tell me why I am

Still alive somehow

Dealing with all these 

People,

A controlling

Mother that

Doesn't know 

The real me

Just the mask,

A uncaring 

Father that

Keep bull 

Shitting me

About life,

A younger 

Sibling that

Is just like me 

When it comes to 

How I view life?

Tell me why I want

The smooth blade 

Of a knife to just 

End it all,

Or how about a 

Bottle of pills to

Take my life,

Or a rope to 

Take my last

Breath from me,

Or a cliff with a 

Beautiful scenery

to be my last sight 

Before I plunge to my death?

Tell me why can't  I 

End all the misery I feel

Like I so desperately want? 

Just please

Tell me why?

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