Its not suppose to

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it's not suppose

to be like this

I'm not allowed

to feel anything

I am not suppose

to know what

this feeling is

I am not suppose

to want to live

with it

I was and am

not allowed to

feel love

I have been told

so since I was

little so I have

believed what I

was told

but now something

in me clicked and

now that it has

I don't think I

will ever be

the same for me

I am not

supposed to

be thinking

about someone

at all like how

I think of you

I am not suppose

to look at you then

feel my heartbeat

the way it does

I am not suppose

to feel jealous

when I see you

around other girls

I'm not suppose to

feel anything other

than hatred for

other humans

I'm not suppose

to love or feel

love it just

doesn't make

I am not suppose

to feel any thing

at all but why

is it that you

make me want

to change that

it's just not

the way it

is suppose to be

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