QSMP OneShots!

Guapduo-This night has opened my eyes, and I will never sleep again

Credits:Jayro

(Forever meantioned sry)

Roier tried, he really tried. He put himself between his husband and the TNT he was trying to lit, he follow him, nudge him out of the way of the explosions, put water so the explosive wouldn't cause damage, even try to put Cellbit back up when he manage to get himself efficiently knock out.

Cellbit died anyways.

And Roier laughed, like he always do, cursing his husband for his recklessness and laughing it off.

It was like that, slipping heart ache and uncomfortable feelings beneath jokes and lighthearted comments, hiding away his hurt before someone noticed and laughing at his own aching heart before someone else did.

Roier knew, he had learned long ago ( way long ago) that his bitter feelings wasn't something people was interested in ( before Jaiden, before Veggeta, before Cellbit ), being a sensitive person hadn't bring him anything other than hurt, and so he deem it unworthy. He could swallow down some tears and sadness in order to not further damage.

He could ignore the way his heart pick up speed and the way all his senses scream at him in fear and discomfort at the thought of losing someone dearest to him again, the way his heart twisted and ache at the sight of his dead husband in front of him, the way his brain screamed and pleaded to get out of here, this is not a safe place , to someone to please please help him out of this crushing fear-

He could take it, he would manage.

But he could feel himself slipping. Panic and terror gripping at his heart slowly but surely, so he did what he does best in this situations; being silly.

He slip one of his headphones on in his way back to the main debate area and started humming, soon enough full on singing, trying ( and failing ) to mitigate the emotions sitting in his shoulders, threatening to crawl its way up to his neck and choke him.

He made his way to the back row and stay there, singing and being stupid, willing his mind away of all the dark thoughts his head was trying to put him trough.

What if he doesn't come back

What if he died for real

What if this was all a plan of the federation to-

Rycharlison push him and Roier regains a second of clarity to look at his stepson, who guide his gaze to Cellbit, who is back with only the top part of his armor, and smiles at him, trying to reckon him away of the debate.

But Roier pays no mind cause he's suddenly hit with a wave of emotions ( again )

Relief wash over him, but also confusion and anger. He wants to throw himself at his husbands, cling to him and never let go so he can never pull some shit like that again, but he also wants to shake him until he regains some common sense in his twisted little handsome head. He also wants to cry.

He does neither.

Instead he punch him, a little harder that he probably could have, and ignores him in favor of Etoiles speech, no that he's paying any mind, he's just waiting so the ache in his chest and the static in his brain mitigate a little. It doesn't tho, and he's getting antsy, so as the french ends his speech Roier turns back around and hits Cellbit again.

"Pendejo, estás como para meterte un sape" his husband looks at his translation and laughs. [ asshole, you're like to get smack in the head ]

"Porque?" Cellbit smiles at him, and Roiers heart swells, but he's still very angry, and very emotional and so he starts yelling. [ why? ]