Until I met him

Appointment

It is the 4th month I have been pregnant and today we have our first ultrasound. I am bringing Ellie aspen Riley and Kian. I am still scared that Kian is gonna leave my the feeling is turning into happiness I would love our little family. Everyone is waiting in the living room downstairs the girls hug whoever they are dating. We all like into the car and wanted by hunter Hayes played Kian sang "You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you

Like everything that's green, girl, I need you
But it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it
You gotta know you're wanted too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you're pretty, yeah
And you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the make-up
And I wanna show you what I see tonight...

When I wrap you up
When I kiss your lips.
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
'Cause, baby, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel
I wanna make you feel better
Better than your fairy tales
Better than your best dreams
You're more than everything I need
You're all I ever wanted
All I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted
Baby, I wanna make you feel wanted

You'll always be wanted" looking in my eyes. The girls were in the back saying "#goals" 😂
We pull up to the doctor and i am guessing they could see me shaking cause Riley put her hand on my shoulder and said "it's okay Kian isn't going anywhere you both know too much shit about each other that either of yall can't leave" I smiled reassuringly. "Yeah I've got a good one" I told her "okay let's go they're waiting" Riley told me. We get in and Kian and I fill out some paper work. The doctor calls us to the back and everyone follows me last because I can no longer hold back my tears. Cause now I have to stay strong not only for Kian but for the family. I try hiding my tears but they fall Kian comes up to me hugs me and whispers "it's gonna be okay babygirl." "Hello you must be mrs.lawley?" Hmm I like the sound of that I thought I look at Kian and he smirks. Damn I love that kid. "Yes mam I am." Okay so you want to know the gender I look around the room and shake my head no we want to find out at birth." "Okay the doctor will be right in, have a nice day" "you to"I say a little over a whisper. The doctor walks in greets us and gets ready. He put the ultrasound gel on my stomach and I flinch because it was beyond cold. We start looking at the screen and we see it we heard the heartbeat then he told everyone to close their eyes. He says open it is a big basket of black and white and blue and pink baby things that are hella expensive and useful. "How much?" I ask "it's free congratulations Kian." Kian looks up with a confused look and I think he started crying I look at him and takes the doctor into a huge hug. Kian starts talking "uncle jacin this is ryden and some of her friends Riley aspen and Ellie" "nice to meet all of you." He said " when Kian was younger his mom and dad left so I took care of him till my bitch of a wife sent him to an orphanage and then we moved but I'm glad to see you got through.....never mind" "she knows" he says in reassurance. "Oh okay well I have to go Kian here's my number call if you need and congratulations" we leave and get in the car. The ride was longer because everyone was going on their lunch break so we get home and take out all the stuff in the office and start making in into the baby's room it was through the door in me and kians room. We design with everything we bought and were given buy the time we finished it was 10:00 and I needed to shower I got in the tub and settled in bed Kian came in bed Kian sang to me "Hey there, Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there, Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there, Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there, Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah, I can promise you
That by the time that we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there, Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there, Delilah, here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me." I slowly drifted off to sleep.
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