Until I met him

Thoughts

He was hitting me he was punching me grabbing me by my neck as I was screaming in pain. He called me a bitch I was worthless. I began to scream and scream and I was screaming louder he wouldn't let me go. I don't want him I didn't want him and I will never want him. He reached for his foot pulled out a gun and aimed at my head. Kian began shaking me. "Ryden WAKE UP Bbygirl what's wrong?!!" He screamed I jumped and began crying. "I'm sorry for waking you Kian." He kissed me "no babygirl it's fine I love you I'm glad you are safe." He came back" "my...dad" I said in between my breaths. I got up and there were several suit cases packed and everyone was up and dressed I was getting dressed and I was putting my makeup on but no one would tell me where we were going. I searched for my engagement ring and j couldn't find it I began freaking "Ryden the ring is right here I'll be going to
The jewelers where we are going to inspect it and clean it so I'll be keeping it for a while. I nodded as stress left my body. Kian packed Evan racen his and i's bag. I was impressed we got into the limo and we drove to the airport as everyone got out I walked toward the airport with Evan and racens stroller in front of me. I looked up in amazement. "Impressed?" I heard someone ask I turn and realize it was Trevor. " yeah ours back home was never this big." Jc and Ellie walked hand in hand behind them was Trevor and Aspen and last was Riley and Connor everyone was in the front helping me carry something😂 we get there and Ellie and Riley and Aspen were all sitting in a set of 3 seats so they took the kids I grabbed Kian's hand and gave it a squeeze he smiled in 5 minutes Kian was asleep and so were the twins. I wish I knew where we were going I slipped my headphone in my head as my music played Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

What it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting.

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"Not About Angels" lyrics
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"Not About Angels"

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to dance this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?