Until I met him

The call.

I was woken up by a constant ringing I look over at my phone it was 1:00 in the morning and my sister was calling me. I answer and Kian wakes up. "Hey what's wrong?" I asked my sister rhia. "Mom, mom, mom," she said desperately and she was crying. "What's wrong rhia?! SPEAK TO ME.!" By this time everyone was in the room I was standing up in front of the dresser as everyone surrounded me. "Mom is gone. Some dumbass drunk driver." I couldn't say anything I dropped the phone and it shattered I hit the ground and laid in a fetal position I couldn't move I could barely breathe. The girls started to hug me and tell me she loved me and this wasn't her choice. The boys went downstairs and started getting water Advil towels. I asked Kian "can.....I......use........your......phone" I said in between my breathing he handed it to me and I called my sister since my phone was definitely ruined. We talked and I was up for the next day I was in charge of the funeral and everything because my sister was in Maine and was flying down when the funeral planned. I was making phone calls all day cuddled on the couch with Ellie Riley and Aspen I am thanking their great creator because I don't know where I would be without them. Jc Connor and Trevor are real lucky they've got someone like that. As I was making phone calls my moms favorite song came on, on the radio and I just couldn't I put my head down as cryin for me played MP3MP3 Share on emailEmail Share on printPrint
"Cryin' For Me (Wayman's Song)" lyrics
TOBY KEITH LYRICS

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"Cryin' For Me (Wayman's Song)"

Got the news on Friday morning
But a tear I couldn't find
You showed me how I am supposed to live
Now you showed me how to die
I was lost til Sunday morning
I woke up to face my fear
While writing you this good bye song I found a tear

I'm going to miss that smile
I'm going to miss you my friend
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
Id do it all again

So play it sweet in heaven
Cause that's right where you want to be
I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you
I am cryin' for me

I got up and dialed your number
Your voice came on the line
That old familiar message
I have heard a thousand times
It just said, sorry that I missed you
Leave a message and god bless
I know that you think I am crazy
But I just had to hear your voice I guess

I'm going to miss that smile
I'm going to miss you my friend
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
Id do it all again

So play it sweet in heaven
Cause that's right where you want to be
I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you
I am cryin' for me

Oh

So play your upsidedown, left handed
Backward bass guitar
I'll see you on the other side superstar

I'm going to miss that smile
I'm going to miss you my friend
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
I'd do it all again

So play it sweet in heaven
Cause that's right where you want to be
I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you
I am cryin' for me

I'm still cryin'
I'm cryin' for me
Oh
I'm still cryin'
When the song finished I could barely breathe. I gave the girls a hug and they were all going on a date with everyone and Kian was staying here. I hugged Kian and I couldn't move. Something about Kian just made all my broken pieces fit back together. I loved this kid. "Ryden I love you babygirl" "I love you to baby" after all the phone calls were made it was now 2:00pm and everyone came back. I called my sister and told her when all the arrangements were. I was so tired. I was standing up and I put my hard on my arms and placed them on the wall and I fell asleep instantly. As I was sleeping I fell backwards and that sure as hell woke me up and hurt like all hell. At least the baby was okay. Kian guided me to the couch as everyone lightly chuckled and I was out like a light.
Kians p.o.v
She looked so peaceful asleep I walked back to the counter Connor asked "so Kian how'd the name thing a ma bob go?" "Good we found two really good names if it was a boy or a girl, she found racen Marie and I found Evan keith." "I like those" Ricky said. "Yeah me to." Trevor looked at me with a smirk " so who's nanny and paran?" "Look boys I don't want yall to get mad but Sam is gonna be paran and nanny is gonna be Ryden's choice." "We aren't mad Kian we aren't happy for you and Sam that means you aren't allowed to act an ass anymore" they all laughed. Then we heard shuffling on the couch and there woke up a gorgeous Ryden. "Ugh I'm ugly as fuck don't look at me" she whined. "Baby no you aren't you are fine as fuck and I will look at you." She chuckled "okay asshole." Oh how I loved this girl right here. Riley Ellie and Aspen went shopping for outfits for the funeral and didn't want to wake Ryden so I told them I would take her shopping tomorrow. "Hey Kian what day is it.?" "Uh Saturday." "Don't yall have to do a collab?" "Fuck I forgot I will tweet out an apology and tell them we wouldn't be filming for a while but would try our hardest." And the comments started rolling in with replies like "it's okay i wish yall the best." Or "yall are in my prayers" I felt blessed to have such a great girlfriend and amazing fans.
Ryden
I walked to Kian "thanks for letting me rest for a while babe it meant a lot" I kissed him "it's okay I love you weirdo. He told me. That is one thing I adored about Kian he always found joy. By the time the girls got back and showed me what they bought it was 11:30 pm I needed to sleep. I told everyone goodnight and gave everyone a hug as they told me "sorry for your lost we love you" I walked up the stairs took a quick shower and put my hair in a messy bun. I walked to the bed and started humming and humming turned into singing and I sand mamas song and cried my eyes out the whole song; Mama, you taught me to do the right things.
So, now you have to let your baby fly.
You've given me everything that I will need.
To make it through this crazy thing called life.
And I know you watched me grow up,
and only want what's best for me.
And I think I found the answer to your prayers.

And he Is good, so good.
He treats your little girl,
like a real man should.
He is good, SO good.
He makes promises he keeps.
No, he's never gonna leave.
So, don't you worry about me.
Don't you worry about me.

Mama, there's no way you'll ever lose me.
Giving me away is not goodbye.
As you watch me walk down to my future,
I hope tears of joy are in your eyes.

Cause, he is good, so good.
And, he treats your little girl,
like a real man should.
He is good, SO good.
He makes promises he keeps.
No, he's never gonna leave.
So, don't you worry about me.
Don't you worry about me.

And when I watch my baby grow up,
I'll only want what's best for her.
And I hope she'll find,
the answer to my prayers.
And that she'll say...

He is good, so good.
And he treats your little girl,
like a real man should.
He is good, SO good.
He makes promises he keeps.
No, he's never gonna leave.
So, don't you worry about me.
Don't you worry about me.

Mama, don't you worry about me.
Don't you worry about me. I finished the song and cried into my hands Kian wrapped his arms around me and said "babygirl she is in a better place I promise you called as often as you could it's a bummer the baby would never meet her but I did and there would be so many stories to tell." He said sincerely. I curled up and went to sleep listening to the steady beat of Kians heart not ever wanting this moment to end.
A/n am I annoying putting all these songs in the book? Guys please vote and comment it makes me fell amazing. I love you all. Guys comment your favorite quote I want to put some in the storie and I will mention you. Again I loves yall and stay you love Morgan
Ellie=EllieArthur
Aspen=Aspen_Duarte_2014
Riley= HannahPoiencot
Thanks so much for the support girls love you!!!