Until I met him

The day

I wake up happy as ever and the girls are getting their makeup ready to fix my face and hair. The boys were already gone and rhia was on baby duty.as they began my makeup and my hair we opened the bathroom door so if the babies woke up rhia could go get them and we started singing; "On My Own" lyrics
ROSS LYNCH LYRICS

Play "On My Own"
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"On My Own"
(short version)

It almost feels like it was just a dream
All these memories of you and me
Blown away in the summer breeze
It almost feels like we just never were
All the time we spent was just a blur
Now it's just me and a melody

So what am I
Supposed to do
'Cause all these plans we made in the sand are through

Without you
I'm on my own
Am I gonna be alone?
And if it's only: me, myself and I
Will I be fine?
So far from home
And I just don't know
Am I gonna make it?
Brave enough to take this road
Out on my own

And maybe I'm fallin' on my face
Or maybe I'm landin' in my place
And maybe we're a million miles apart
Or maybe we're standin' heart to heart
But no matter what, I'm walkin' right off this stage
And never lookin' back, lookin' back, to yesterday
No way
No way

I'm on my own!
Yeah! Yeah, yeah

As long as I got me, myself and I
I'm doin' fine
So far from home
But now I know that I am gonna make it
Brave enough to take this road
Out on my own

It almost feels like it was just a dream
All these memories of you and me.
We finished and my hair was halfway done they were putting it in a half up half down bow. As hazel was fixing my eyes and rhia was rocking Evan Ellie was fixing the part of my hair that was down Aspen was on the counter making sure my makeup was perfect and Riley was fixing the bow part in my hair. Riley spoke up "Ryden we have not decided maid of honor. But we can't let Kian know we know the maid of honor dress is just like the bridesmaids except a bow around the waist and it fits all of us so we wanted you to pick who was actually gonna wear it." "Okay Yall aren't gonna get mad at me right?" I asked "not at all" they replied in unison. " okay well I want Ellie." Ellie thanked me. "She has been here since day one and she never left my side. She has helped me through so much and is great with my kids." After I am finished they walk in front of me and we walk out and see a beautiful wedding set up and Kian is at the front of the set up and the wedding was just about to start. Then before I knew it all of my bridesmaids began walking then my maid of honor then it was me since my dad couldn't walk me up the isle Kian's uncle (the doctor) walked me. Once I got to Kim's I began crying. Tears of joy of course. As the priest started talking it came closer to the end and it was my time to say I do. "I do." I looked into Kian's eyes. "I do" Kian said with a tear slipping. Everyone in the wedding walked down the aisle we walked to the banquet room for the reception as I received congratulations from everyone I went sit with everyone. And the bride and groom song came on and we want dance. When we finished we earned a big applause. After we started heading back to the room I hung up the dresses and bathed the babies and changed them they were growing up so much and they were only 2 months old. I kissed Kian and he kissed me back "thanks for the kiss mrs.lawley." I chuckled and kissed him again as we all went to our beds and I fell asleep to Kian singing; "You Can Come To Me"
When you're on your own
Drowning alone
And you need a rope that can pull you in
Someone will throw it

And when you're afraid
That you're gonna break
And you need a way to feel strong again
Someone will know it

And even when it hurts the most
Try to have a little hope
That someone's gonna be there when you don't
When you don't

If you wanna cry, I'll be your shoulder
If you wanna laugh, I'll be your smile
If you wanna fly, I will be your sky
Anything you need that's what I'll be
You can come to me

You struggle inside
Losing your mind
Fighting and trying to be yourself
When somebody lets you

Out in the cold
But no where to go
Feeling like no one could understand
Then somebody gets you

So take a breath and let it go
And try to have a little hope
'Cause someone's gonna be there when you don't
When you don't

If you wanna cry, I'll be your shoulder
If you wanna laugh, I'll be your smile
If you wanna fly, I will be your sky
Anything you need, that's what I'll be
You can come to me

Like a chain that never breaks
Like a truth that never bends
Like a glue that takes a broken heart and puts it back again
It's the feeling that you get
It's the moment that you know
That no matter what the future holds
You'll never be alone

If you wanna cry, I'll be your shoulder
If you wanna laugh, I'll be your smile
If you wanna fly, I will be your sky
Anything you need, that's what I'll be
If you wanna climb, I'll be your ladder
If you wanna run, I'll be your road
If you want a friend, doesn't matter when
Anything you need, that's what I'll be
You can come to me

You can come to me,
Yeah
Everyone else fell asleep watching guardians of the galaxy.
A/n sorry it took so long. It was hard please comment guys and don't forget to vote 🅘 🅛🅞🅥🅔 🅨🅞🅤 🅐🅛🅛! Please comment and let me know I definitely need feedback😘😘😘
Congratulations to EllieArthur for the maid of honor and congratulations to everyone else for being amazing
Ellie= EllieArthur
Riley= HannahPoiencot
Aspen= Aspen_Duarte_2014 Aspen122 (didn't know which one)
Hazel= hazel Lancaster from tfios.
Ryden as me!
Kian as Kian
Ricky as Ricky
Sam as Sam
Trevor as Trevor
Jc as Jc
Kids as kids
Connor as Connor
I don't know why I did what I did above but it happened so yeah!