~𝕊𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥 ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕤~ [SeongJoong]

꧁༺ 15 ༻꧂

[a/n: I'm working on longer chapters]

"C'mon Joong, it really isn't that big of a deal. He said it was fine"

Hongjoong was currently freaking out at the cafe with San, Mingi and Yunho trying to unsuccesfully cheer him up.

"It wasn't that big of a deal for you Yunho! You weren't the one who fell asleep on a freaking almost stranger! Goddamnit!"

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After the film they all got up say bye. It was fine until Mingi noticed Hongjoong cuddled in Seonghwa's lap, still on the floor.

"Hongjoong? Seonghwa?" He got closer to them, trying to find out why they weren't moving. And when he finally got close enough...

"Oh My God Hongjoong fell asleep!!"
He cooed at the sight. Hongjoong wasn't the type to trust people he didn't know and the fact that he fell asleep didn't sound real at all to his two friends.

"He did?" Asked Seonghwa. His expression was confused. Because that guy he came to admire with time and casual encounters was actually asleep on him right now. On his fucking lap.

"Wait really?" Yunho god closer to take a better look "He is!!! I need to get this on camera wait" He took out his phone and immediately started recording.

Seonghwa felt awkward, but happy nonetheless. Then, Hongjoong stirred in his lap and slowly opened his eyes.

He apparently didn't realize he fell asleep on Seonghwa either until he raised his head to be met with a pair of eyes incredibly close to his face.

He abruptly stood up apologizing continuosly, while Seonghwa kept telling him that is was okay and that he didn't need to worry.

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"I can't believe it" Hongjoong dropped his head onto the counter. "I fucking embarassed myself"

"Hongjoong I can assure you, Seonghwa is a good guy. He doesn't mind"

Hongjoong sighed. He knew his friends were probably telling the truth but he couldn't help but being embarassed of the situation. He fell asleep on someone! That wasn't really a Hongjoong type of thing.

He decided however to let it go, opting to go check the library. The last note he left there was the one he left on his birthday and he didn't receive a reply yet.

So with that in mind he grabbed his backpack and left the cafe to the library.

The familiar place helped him relax. Who cared if he fell asleep on Seonghwa when he could talk to the library stanger to ease his nerves? And he actually looked forward to the notes since he started feeling something for the guy, so that was a plus.

He greeted the librarian and made his way to the special book without thinking twice.

There a pastel pink folded note was waiting for him through the pages.

He took it carefully, opening it quickly to read the content. His mood dropped instantly.

It kept on getting worse with every word he read, but he knew he could do absolutely nothing because... well- They didn't know each other, right?

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Hey K. HJ.
I'm really happy you liked the gift. I was incredibly nervous about it.
I also wanted to share something because I'm currently screaming inside.
I made some friends and among these people there was a guy and honestly I've been seeing him a lot lately but he is literally so cute. We didn't talk much but I could understand that he was extremely sweet by the way he talked to his friends. I think I'm kinda developing a crush and I probably look like a freak right now because I'm smiling like crazy but I swear I'm so happy.
Also, I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier that I'm gay, I hope this doesn't change things.
P. SH.

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