~𝕊𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥 ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕤~ [SeongJoong]

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[a/n: why do people consider different "forgive me father for I have sinned" from "I'm sorry daddy, I've been bad" ????]

"Thank you for coming Yuyu, I know it was retty sudden to ask you to eat lunch but I really think we need to talk about Hongjoong's crush"

Mingi interwined his fingers propping his elbows on the table.

"Ok this is strange."

"What is?"

"You, Mingi. Being responsible."

"Hey!! I can be responsible! Sometimes..."

"mhmh"

"But this isn't about me. I've had time to think and I think Hongjoong's feelings might be mutuals BUT we can't just tell him that because he will freak out for sure."

Yunho leaned back on his chair thinking. He did indeed forget sonething, he wasn't exactly understanding what Mingi was saying. He trusted him though, that's all he could say right now-

"...And I wanted an esxuse to eat with you but that's not the point."

...What? He wanted to eat with him? As in like, ask him out? No, wait, I'm getting off track, we were talking about hongjoong. Yunho stop thinking.

"You look confused."

"I am, yeah." He nodded his head adverting his gaze from the other male, a slight pink colour dusting his cheeks. Hey, what could he do? They were talking about their bestfriend but Mingi basically just told him he wanted to ask him out? He thinks?

Yunho, focus.

"Ok well, Joong has a crush on the misterious library guy"

"mmhh"

"The misterious library guy has a crush on sone guy he met right before he left the note yeah?"

"Yeah ok"

"But isn't the misterious library guy Seonghwa?"

Yunho's eyes suddenly widened once he registered the words that were coming his way. That's right. San told them that the guy was in his living room the day they watched that movie. Yeosang ans Jongho, even if he said they were bestfriend, acted too much like a couple. Yunho was sure they had feelings for each other but it was not exactly his business to butt in. But if they liked each other that left out just Seonghwa. And Seonghwa met them just the day before Hongjoong locked himself in his room. Oh my god.

"That means..."

"Yeah, that leaves me, you, and Hongjoong. I'm not a hundred percent sure the guy us Joong but I think... Do you still have the video you took that day?"

"OH YES I DO!"

He took his phone out of his pocket and after scrolling for a few seconds through his gallery he finally found the video. He clicked on it and turned his phone so that Mingi was able to see the screen too.

"See? Look at how he's holding him. And how he looks at him!! I'm quite sure"

"Oh my fucking god you're right! Oh god how do we tell Joong?? He'll kill us if he finds out we knew about the guy's identity ans never told him"

"That's what I was saying!! By the way, it's hot when you swear"

Mingi smiled at him and he couldn't help but feel like all his insides were melting on the spot.

He called it hot.

He called him hot.

【☆】

"What is this?" He asked to himself as he removed the small pink note from the book in his hands.

"Oh, there's something written inside?"

He unfolded the little piece of paper before reading it's content.

___________

Hey K. HJ.
I don't know if I said something that upset you, if so I'm really sorry for whatever I said.
You said I don't have to worry but you seem kind of distant and I don't want to lose you.
You're my first friend and I love you.
I don't want to hurt you, even if unvolountarily.
I'm sorry.
P. SH.

_____________

His heart clenced reading those words. He could sense that whoever wrote the note must've loved deeply the person it was directed to, whether romantically or platonically, and even if that wasn't his intention in the first place he couldn't help but feel like he was intruding their privacy.

He found himself smiling at the words imprinted on that paper, he wished, hoped, that his crush felt that same way towards him.

And yeah, he didn't care if romantically or platonically, he just hoped that he could love him as the person who left the note loved the one it was directed to.

A buzz from his phone took him back to reality in a flash.

Soulmate(?):
Hey, where are you? We agreed to meet at your dorm?

Me:
Sorry I forgot! I'm at the library

Soulmate(?):
kk, gimmw five n I'll be there

Soulmate(?):
gimme*

He pocketed his phone again with a smile creeping on his features and his cheeks flushed red. Yeah, even a simple text like that could make him flustered. He was down bad, but what could he do? He was already far too deep to suppress these stupid feelings of his.

So with a last fond glance at the note he put everything back onto its place, optinng to wait at one of the tables near the entrance playing on his phone to kill the time.

Not long after that a familiar figure entered the wooden doors of the library.

"Yeo!" Jongho immediately spotted him and made his way to the table as he displayed his signature gummy smile, apologizing to the librarian when she sent him a glare for yelling.

"Jongho!" He whisper-yelled standing up and engulfing his besfriends in a tight hug.

He loved this. He had this. But he couldn't help but wonder if there will ever be something more between them.

Ans after one last thought about the note, he followed his crush outside the building, oblivious to the fact that the pink object wasn't in the book anymore.

Oblivious to the fact that it was now hidden on the floor under the shelf.

Oblivious to the fact that this could cause one soul to suffer a pain out of this world.