Noah : Despite what I thought about love being a drug , Abhaya Kallam was my greatest high.
I hated how much I wanted her.
I was completely consumed by her. She was flawlessly entangled to my soul.
And She Was Mine.
She might have been unaware...
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It hurt ...
It hurt so much when I realized I was in love with literal ink on paper.
I've done this once , I can do it again.
Oh , how much I am in love with Aaron Warner now. Dang it , A woman would be driven crazy if men like him existed in real life.
But I'll tell you , as much as gorgeous men are in real life , when they open their mouth to speak , you're all done. Fictional men are so much better , heck, far better. Especially the morally grey ones.
I put the book back to my shelf feeling devastated as I can't take all my books to London. I finally did it though. After all those sleepless nights , all those coffee depended days , all that hard work. I finally got the scholarship to the one and only Rivendell University.
I had a fever for a week I admit , when I found out I was not only accepted and passed the scholarship exam but aced it. It was unbelievable. I was going to London , to study Psychology, Philosophy and Literature on the side lines but they'd be there. It has always been my dream and now I was on my way to finally complete it.
It was so hard to convince my mum and dad.They still think I'm a goddamn baby. That I'll be influenced, will lose my virginity and turn to drugs and alcohol. Well , that's not gonna happen. No way. I promised not only to them but to myself that I'd be focused on studies and studies only. Above all , I've earned the tag of being the Sassy Good Girl
It took days to convince them and now I no longer have energy to put up with other human beings.
I've packed everything and tomorrow I'm leaving , I'm finally leaving and I've never been happier. I wouldn't define this as running away but yup , here I was.
That night , it was my fault..
Woah ! Woah ! Not again .. I'm not going there. I'm not gonna remember it. No. I'm going to forget it once and for all. A fresh start far away.
It'll all get better there. A new beginning. I'll study hard , I'll ace it all as usual.
Focus on studies and studies only. ( Need to remind myself that alot )
Make some new friends. Get a good job , Prove myself , Be independent and Settle down.
Strictly not going to involve myself in any sort of trouble.
There , How hard could it be. ..
Anyway , I'm 19 and mature enough, what could go wrong ?
