Chapter 40

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LJ User: Xx_RubyJane [Private Entry]

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LJ User: Xx_RubyJane [Private Entry]

Date: July 28, 2012

[Mood: drunk]
[Music: "Too Little Too Late"-JoJo]

It was an accident.

That's what I wish I could tell Lisa.

I didn't mean to tell everyone about her mom. I just told Jisoo. And I had a good reason, I thought, but I guess maybe I didn't.

I didn't know if I'd done the right thing when Lisa told me. I didn't know if I should've said something different or better, and I was so worried about messing up that I messed up. And Jisoo is so smart about deep emotional stuff because she's been through some shit.

But then Irene overheard us talking about it, and it spread and spread, and I'd hoped Lisa wouldn't find out.

But she did.

And she hates me. And that should be good, right? I should be glad.

I can't want a girl like that.

I just can't.

-Jennie


LJ User: Xx_RubyJane [Public Entry]

Date: July 30, 2012

[Mood: jubilant]

[Music: "Hey Ya!"-Outkast]

One more week everyone, and then the bitch is back!

I hope you're planning something fabulous for my return.

I expect champagne. Streamers. Glitter. A stripper jumping out of a giant cake!

You know, the works. I've been away working my ass off and I deserve to party when I get home!


-Jennie

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