CRACKED HEART

PART 4

WARNING:SEXUAL ABUSE AND PHYSICAL
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As usual dressing is one of the things I can do easily,this time I opted for jeans and long sleeved blouse not wanting to show my cut up wrist. I quickly leave my room to the kitchen to start on dinner making sure to make everything as fast as possible not wanting Tony to come and meet me here. I was almost done when Tony entered the kitchen with a bored expression on he's face, I didn't dare open my mouth to say anything or glance in he's direction so I continued cooking. After I was done I served him he's meal and stood still waiting to see if he will say anything mean or beat me or just let me go. Clearing of the throat brings me from the thoughts
Off late I can't help but just zone out most of the time, thinking about how shitty my life has become and if I have the chance of seeing the outside world or having any form of relationships. At this point I highly doubt that who would like to be with someone like me
Someone soo broken and with lots of scars,someone who can't even defend her herself when her stepfather continuously abuses her and she does nothing to stop it. Who would want to be with a loser like me? Did you hear what I said you whore?
Shit I was lost again I didn't hear anything he said
Eeerm please can you repeat what you said? He didn't even wait for me to finish the sentence for him to pounce of me.I was talking and you decided not to pay attention to what I said and you want to be repeat myself? Are you fucking kidding me? Wait what's your use right now? He spits in my face, I'm sorry sir it won't happen again I'm sorry please........
Shut the hell up did I ask you to talk? The sting in my cheek makes me know he slapped me and I don't even have the strength to fight back.....do something my subconscious tells me but I'm too weak to do anything no crying no movement nothing I just stand here and stare at nothing and it angers him more making him kick me in the stomach. I try as much as possible to shield my ribs from taking more hits but it's futile
You should have died in that accident you good for nothing piece of trash and I should have killed your when I had the chance to, he continues to hit all over my body till he gets tired and leaves.I was about to get up when I saw he emerge to the hall taking off he's belt. No please I scream but he doesn't hear me as he holds my hand above my head and uses one of he's knees to part my legs, please don't do this I promise I will be a good girl, I promise I won't disturb you please don't do this . Every plea seems to anger him more no no no aaaaaarhhh Someone please help me, no one is coming to save you so don't waste your breath he taunts me. This is getting tiring why am I so weak? Why can't I fight for myself? Why do I allow this man do these things to me,I continue sobbing while he tears of my pant and position him self between my legs and thrust roughly inside me with no remorse or regrets he the holds hair as he pulls down on my scalp making me scream in pain but he uses he hand to cover my mouth and starts kissing my jawline and my neck making my body shudder at he's touch but he mistakes it for pleasure because he didn't stop he continues to kiss me all over while still thrusting roughly making me feel pains in my abdomen,I try to scream again but he slaps me making tears pull in my eyes someone please help me .Tony doesn't even flinch when I tried hitting him he just looks at me and smirks evilly. He get up from me much to my happiness but that happiness is short lived when he comes back with rope and handcuffs. He pull me by the arm and throws me on the sofa in the hall and handcuffs my and over my head and stands over me making me lie face down as he used the robe at my back
No no please I'm sorry I won't do anything to upset you I promise, shut up he picks up he's shirt from the floor and makes me gag on it, I continue sobbing as he hits me mercilessly with the rope not even caring about the blood oozing from my body and staining the leather seats . Mum did you come to save me? Why didn't you come sooner I missed you soo much Tony has been mean to me ever since you left ,have you finally come to take me with you? My mum smiles and me and tells me to go back .But mum I can't go back it's been hell since you left and I'm in pains mummy I can't continue living like this please let me come with you please mummy, no my pumpkin you have to go back when the right time comes I will see you my darling I promise you.......... Mummy please come back don't leave me please come back, I cry as I watch my mum's shadows disappear into the atmosphere leaving me alone once again.

I'm crying guys
This part made me soo emotional 😭
But well, I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter
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